Wednesday, December 3, 2008

goodbye 2008

3 dec 08 (rabu)

arini balik uma..beshnyerrr..(^_^)
even rase mcm byk jer bnde yg xbpape settle sem ni..
its ok..
lame2 nnti settle la kan..hehe

emmm...
mcm2 da plan nk wat time cuti ni..
nk study dcf??? hihi
nk upgrade kan diri sendri..emm?? nk wat ape tu yek..jeng3..
cm besh jer..hehe

risau plak bile pk result ni..
leh ker naikkan pointer ek??
insyaAllah bleh kot..
doa2 la ek..hehe

sem depan da msuk tahun br..
da kne ade azam baru..
time cuti ni nk wat azam la..hehe
sem ni nyer azam da try wat..
cume xbpe berjaye jer..
sbb ati xkuat kot..emm
xpe2..kt try sem depan lak..
tp sem depan da nk kne ade azam baru lak..
ape2 jela..(^_^)

biler2 pk2 balik,
byk gak bende yg da berubah sepnjang sem n tahun ni..
ati da kuat sket..hehe
hopefully pasni da xde lg bnde2 yg bleh let my spirit goes down mcm dlu2..huhu

rasenye, tahun ni berakhir dgn agak serabut sket..
tp kire tenang gak la kot..(^_^)

emm..xsabarnyerr nk jumpe tahun baru..(^_^)
semoga tahun baru nnti membawa kepada kehidupan yg lebih bermakna dan diredhai Allah..
InsyaAllah..amin..(^_^)

Monday, December 1, 2008

my fren wedding day..(^_^)

29 nov 2008 [saturDays]

today is the most historical + memorable + unforgetable + precious +++ DAY for my both fRenz, Linda n Fad..
sbb arini wedding day diorg..(^_^)
cam xcaye jer rase...
mcm br jer knal smlm...
n now da jd nk jd suami-isteri..kui3..
ape2 pn, tahniah la yer..
kiter doakan semoga ikatan yg dibina berkekalan hingga ke akhirnyer..insyaAllah..(^_^)
beshnyerrrrrrr..(^_^)

Thursday, November 13, 2008

i LIKE it when...

i really like it when..

biler kiter smpaikan sumthing yg baik..
kat org yg jahat..
tp xdela jahat sgt..
n then die bleh terime teguran kiter..
n die siap ckp "thanks" kat kiter..

beshnyer rase..(^_^)
rase mcm org tu appreciate kiter..
n respect kiter..
hehe

u guys should try..
even kt ni xdela baik sgt..
tp kalo kt berani nk tegur ksalahan org lain..
dgn care yg baik..
n then org tu pn terime dgn care yg baik gak..
korg akan rase besh tau..
xcaye, cube r..hehe

sbb bler kter tau yg kter ni xdela baik mane..
tp kalo kt slalu pesan bnde yg baik2 kat org lain,
INSYAALLAH..
lame2 nnti kt pn leh jd baik..(^_^)

tp kalo korg xbpe rapat dgn org yg korg nk tgur tu, better pk dlu r..
kang xpasal2, perang dunia lak..
kui3..

tp kalo korg yakin,
just try it out!!
u will feel relieved..
trust me..(^_^)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

ME vs LELAKI

lelaki??

nape ler yg susah sgt nk phm lelaki ni..
xtau ler ape bnde yg ade dlm "mind" diorg tu sbnarnyer ek..
xtau ler ape yg diorg ni pk sbnarnyer..
what ever la..
makin pk kang, makin serabut lak kepale ni..
huh!

lantak korg ler nk pk ape pn..
tp yg penting,
FROM NOW ON,
kt kne brenti pk pasal lelaki ni..
xde pekdah nyer pn..huhu
wat serabut kepale jer..

emmm...cmner nk stat ek..
ok!
FIRST,
xleh pk atau berangan lbih2 pasal lelaki..
SECOND,
jgn cairr kalo jumpe atau face-2-face dgn lelaki,
especially dgn lelaki yg ensem..
THIRD,
jgn TERPEDAYA dgn ayat lelaki yg ntah ape2 tu..
diorg ni ckp je lebih...
buatnyer, xdela bape sgt..huh!
FOuRTH,
jgn cepat cair dgn lelaki yg pndai ckp..
diorg nk m'nunjuk2 je tu..
bukannyer terror sgt pn..
FIFTH,
jgn lemah dgn cter or pengalaman sedey yg lelaki cter kat kt..
tu suma trick jer..
xpyh ler nk tunjuk simpati..hahahha
tp jgn r kejam sgt..
time diorg cter tu, try r jd pndengar yg baik...
slagi cter diorg x membosankan..
kang kecik ati plak..
hehe
SIXTH,
xpyh nk gedik2 kat lelaki..
kalo time ckp dgn diorg,
wat muke selamber jer..
plus muke garang sket..
jgn bagi diorg pijak kepale..hahaha
SEVENTH,
jgn suke sgt mintak tlg dgn lelaki..
kalo mcm bleh solve sendri,
try solve dlu..
EIGHT,
jgn tkut nk lawan lelaki kalo diorg jenis yg xrespect gurl..
biase2 kan diri main dgn pisau..
or ape2 senjate yg senang nk dapat..
nnti bleh r gune wat bunuh diorg ni..wakakaka
NINTH,
jgn mudah lemah dgn pandangan mate lelaki yg tajam,
especially kalo lelaki tu ensem..
dugaan jer tu..
kalo terror, tgk balik mate die..
bg die yg lemah dgn kiter..hahaha
TENTH,
xpyh nk senang2 jtuh cinta dgn lelaki yg ckp baik2 sgt ni..
tu suma penipu tu!!
ayat jer lebih..
ckp je baik2..
in fact, HAMPEH!!
ELEVENTH,
xpyh nk heran sgt kalo lelaki tu ade keter or even lori skali pn..
anytime je tuhan bleh ambik balik suma tu..
xde ape2 yg kekal kat dunia ni..huhu
tp kalo die ade aerospace jet, private heli ker..
kne heran sket..
bkn senang nk dpt ni...
waakakakkakaka..:-p
TWELVE
xtau r nk taip ape lg..
nnti r..
observation pasal lelaki xabis lg..
hehe..

TOBECONTINUE..(^_^)

bday naufal @081108


08 nov 08 [le samedi]

today, for the first time,
we went to puan idura's house in putrajaya..(^_^)
she invited us to celebrate her son's birthday..

there were 15 of us(nets part 5 students)..
plus part 4 students + cik ana..

she prepared "nasi dagang" + "mee soto" for us..:-)
we enjoyed the meals..hehehehe
then, just as usual, we posed for pictures..(^_^)

then, before we were going back to shah alam,
we went to alamanda n we stopped by the putrajaya lake..in front of the pink mosque..:-)
lastly, we went to section 18 "kot"..
to enjoy the "cendol pak akob"..
hehe..(^_^)

Saturday, November 1, 2008

emmm...:-(

31 oct 2008[fri]

arini first paper final 4 diz sem...
alhamdulillah..soalan xdela susah sgt..:-)

tp..lepas balik uma, rase lain plak..
emmm...rindunyerr...
cmner nk wat ek...
i really missed "everything" that we have been through right now..:-(

Saturday, October 25, 2008

is it fair????

AS A FRIEND,

fair ke..
kalo kt slalu being by sum1 side bler dier perlukan kt..
tp bler time kt perlukan die,
dier mcm xpnah ade utk kt...

fair ke..
kalo time dier ade prob or rase tension,
kt slalu ade utk dgr suma mslh dier,
tp bler dier tgh hepi2,
dier slalu lupekan kt...

fair ke..
kalo time die tgh byk prob,
die share hmpir suma dgn kter..
tp bler time dier ber seronok dgn org2 lain,
sikit pun dier xbgtau kt..

fair ke..
kalo kt slalu b'sedia advise n encourage dier bler dier tgh down,
tp bler kt plak yg feel down,
die plak mcm wat xtau jer..

fair ke..
kalo kt slalu hargai ape yg dier wat utk kt..
tp bler time kt wat ssuatu utk dier,
dier mcm ssah sgt nk appreciate ape yg kt wat utk dier..

ssah sgt ker..
utk hargai sebuah persahatan..
utk hargai seorg kawan..
yg slalu ade utk kt,
anytime kt perlukan dier..
even time tu kawan tu pn ade prob gak..

kalo bleh share mcm2 prob,
xkn xleh share sket pn keseronokan or kebahagiaan yg kt ade..
dgn kawan yg slalu ade utk kt..??
knape mesti lupe kan org yg slalu ade kat sisi kt tu..??
knape suke lebih2 kn org yg suke kawan dgn kt atas sbb tertentu tu..??

sbnarnyer,
ikhlas ker x kawan yg mcm ni..??
perlu ker kt hargai kalo ade kawan mcm ni..??
asal ade prob, cr kt..
bler time hepi2,
cr org lain dlu..:-(

RENUNG2KAN, PIKIR2KAN..(^_^)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

family day @ PD..(^_^)





19 okt 2008 [sunDay] @9:26am

continue dr cter smlm...

last week time ni tgh get ready for family day game..(^_^)
penat smlm pn x ilang lg...
smlm g jungle trekking...g rumah api tnjung tuan..
best gak...
mane x best nyer,
jln 2-3 tapak, brenti ambik gmba..turun tgg sket, brenti ambik gmba lg...hahaha
tp kan, ade la sorg bdk ni, kat mane2 kamera, byk btol muke die...
posing maut plak tuh..
biarle...asal die bhgia...hakhakhak

then after asar, it's beach time!!! (^_^)
naik banana boat...bestnyerrr!!
mule2 cm agak seram gak tgk bdk2 ni naik..
sbb bler da nk abis round tu, suma kne jatuhkan dr banana boat tu...
cm ganas gak r die tarik kan..tu yg rase seram tu...huhu
tp biler da naik, seronok plak..hihihihi
tp yg pling klakar nyer,
mase turn org lain, diorg cepat je berenang balik lepas kne jatuhkan dr banana boat tu..
tp bler turn ktorg, suma static jer kat tgh laut tu..
sbb suma xreti berenang..wakakakakakaka...
tp akhirnye, setelah berhempas pulas wat kuak kupu2 n kuak biri2,
b'jaye gak la kmbali ke pangkal jln..huhu

then, mlm tu, after maghrib, ade barbeQue..(,")(", )
patutnyer ade game time bbQ mlm tu...
tp sbb suma da pnat,
so mkn2 jela...
mcm2 ade...
ikan pari bkr, ayam, sosej, daging...
ntah ape2 lg r..huu

lepas bbQ, posing lg..kat tepi kolam plak..
bdk2 ni ade yg g karaoke..xajak pn..
xpe..xpe..
ade ari, nnti bole balas...hakhakhak
pastu sempat lg "poco"2 kat tepi kolam tu...kui3..
then, time to sleep..(-_-)
bilik tejuk gler...besh tdo..huhu

***morning, 12 okt 2008 [ahad]

pagi ni ade family day game..(^_^)
pkai ler bju netc yg ntah ape2 tu..
ni yg start nk condemn ni..
ala..bukannyer ape...skadar lepas geram jer...
emmm..rase malas lak nk membebel kat cni..hihi
ape2 pn, kalo b'niage tu, wat la cara b'niaga..
jgn igt nk kaut untung jer..
aku tembak kang!! kikiki

time game, main tanam2...(^_^)
2x kter g pantai, kter tanam org..
tp kali ni, kiter lak yg kne tanam..
nk gak rase kan cmne...huhu

pastu g mndi swimming pool..(^_^)
xpuas sgt main air laut smlm...
main jela air laut ber klorin ni...hehehe
seronok gak....(",)
da lame x mndi swimming pool...
tp xpuas ati la...sbb xreti2 gak berenang..:-p
abisla...
if i'm drown, will anybody save me..??
help2!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

bestnyer main air kat PD!!! (^_^)


last week, time ni tgh dlm bas nk g PD..g family day knon..huhu
dgn coursemate...+ budak2 m....???
layan jela....(^_^)

emmm...nk kuar jap la..nk g jumpe Dr..
nnti2 la cntinue ek..hehe

Friday, October 17, 2008

openHouSe..(^_^)

17 oct 2008 [friDay]

arini ade openhouse kat uma kak eni..(^_^)
nk g...tp xde transport la plak..
nk g naik bas, mlas plak rase..
huhu
mkn jela kat uma..kui3..

xpe2..
last week uma kiter wat openhouse gak..(^_^)
ari kamis..
adela dlm 53 org gak yg dtg..
siap wat 2 sesi tu...
ptg, after kol 5...n mlm,lpas maghrib..
huhu
xsgke plak jd wat openhouse tu..
dahle plan last2 minute je...
masak pn main tibai jerk..hak3...
cian diorg mkn mee pedas gler..
nsib baik suma hidup lg..kikikikiki

tp mmg best r rase..
sbb rmai yg dtg kan..
dpt la gak wat ala2 reunion..(^_^)
thun depan bleh wat lg..hehe

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

bz sgt ker..+ puase + balik raye..(^_^)

da lame xtulis blog nih..
sjak akhir2 ni, rase cm xde mase lak nk buke blog ni..
cm bz sgt jer..
buat ape la ek smpai xsempat nk login sekejap pun..
nk kate bz, mmg ler bz..
tp tp wat2 rilek jer..
keje pn byk pending lg ni..huhu

ape2 pun, arini,mlm ni sempat la gak buke sekejap kan..
kalo ikutkan, byk bnde nk cter ni..
byk sgt bnde yg berlaku sepanjang bln pose thun ni..(^_^)

aritu, g buke pose same2 dgn ex-schoolmate...
buke kat dataran s alam..
even xdela rmai pn yg dtg..
adela dlm 12org kot...
tp best la gak..(^_^)

bdk2 ni same je perangai gler2 cam dolu2..
rase cm stil dak2 skola lg..
mcm stil lg kat hostel..rindunyerrr!!!
wpun jumpe sekjap jer,
mcm2 cter kuar...hehe

pastu, bln2 pose ni,
jrg tau g beli mknan kat luar...
masak kat uma..(^_^)
tp member2 ler yg rajin masak nyer..
kiter tlg abiskan jer..hak3...
mcm2 menu kuar...
terror gak bdk2 ni msak..
bleh join chan keong kitchen tv show kat 8tv tu..ahaks!
pg2 suma bgun sahur..
adela dlm 2,3 kali jer kot xbgun sahur..huhu
sahur pun mkn mewah tu...mcm2 lauk ade..
itadakimasu!!

emmm..lg 2 ari da nk nk balik uma da..
balik raye..bestnyerr..xsbar rase..(^_^)
thun ni xbeli tket bas pn..
rase malas lak nk beli tket bas sejak 2menjak ni..
mane x nye, thun lepas bleh plak tertinggal bas time nk balik raye tu..
sape x haru..nsib baik ler ade tket lg kan esoknyer..
kalo x, naye jer..huhu

ehem2..
raye thun ni igt nk wat sumthing special sket..
sumthing yg pnah kiter wat selame raye2 thun lepas..
jeng3...hehe..(^_^)

xbalik raye lg ni,
mcm2 da pk utk prepare for ari raye raye diz year..
balik ni nk kne jahit langsir la plak...
thun lepas br je tukar...
tp sbb da ade org baik ati belikan kain langsir,
so jahit jela nnti..huhu

waa!!
cmner nk balik ni...
keje byk delay..
byknye keje nk kne pk n siapkan biler balik raye nnti..
waa!!
xpe2..pelan2 kayuh...hehe
yg penting, raye thun ni, kne enjoy dlu..(^_^)

Monday, September 8, 2008

everything..i like to remain this way..(^_^)

emmm...(^_^)
skrg ni..suma nyer dah berubah..
even xbyk yg berubah sbnarnyer..
tp kt rase selesa with all that happen around me..(^_^)
bukan ler rase seronok...
just cmfortable..
coz i started to get used with all this new status..
emm??
status ape lak ni..??
married ker..hehhe
ish3..merepek ape lak ni..
xde ape sbnarnyer..
it just i started to be brave to face all the possibilities...
insyaallah..
kan best kalo keadaan bleh trus remain like this...(^_^)

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

stay away from my life!!!!!

why me??

what the h_ _ _ going on??
wht's wrong with me..??
why u drive me to feel this kind of scared..??
if only u know..
know that how scared i am...
scared to sleep...
n sumtimes i even scared to closed my eyes..
even just for a while..
it's not becoz i'm pretending to be hypocrite here..
coz i love to sleep..
but u make me scared..
scared to close my eyes..
coz everytime i wake up or i open my eyes,
i just know that u r no longer by my side..
that make me feels soo scared..
did u ever know that..??
why u keep doing all that towards me..??
what is my fault..??
why u keep come n go..??
did i make any mistake...
n even if i do,
did the mistake deserved all that punishment..??
did u do that on purpose..??
or u just don't realize that u r punishing me rite now..??
u know me rite..
u know me..very well..
i'm sure of it..
but why u pretend as if u don't know anything about me..??
why??
can u explain??
do u know that its really hard for me to face n go through all these..??
did u realize..??
or is it just a test..??
no..i don't think so..
i know u mean it...u really do...i'm sure..
but pleaze..make an end to it..
coz i just can't bear to face it anymore..
pleaze..:'-(

i hate u!!
even millions of time i've said that phrase,
but do i really hate u??
i'm sure u got the answer..
the onl thing that keep playing in my mind for now is when r u going to go away..??
i mean, forever...
i know n realize that u r not ok to see me "like this"...
the behaviour of mine..
which make u sick day by day..
but i just can't stop from being like this as long as u not dissappear forever from my life..
u might see me smile..
"pretending" to be happy..
but deep in side my heart..
do u ever know how suffer i am..
how misery life i've been through all this while..??
did u ever know that..??
did u..??
so..
please stay away from my life..
i really wish that i could have somebody to tell u all this..
somebody who can make u stop all this..
u got someone care for u rite..
so please stop make it hard for me..
will u..??

Sunday, August 17, 2008

ihack08

15-17 august 08

ihack sem ni ala2 lebih bermakne r..ceh...hehe
bukan aper...
kalo last year, just dtg utk dgr tlk je kan..
tp thun ni dpt involve behind da scene skali...
tu yg seronok nyer...tp just jd volunteer jela..(^_^)
xpelah xjd sekretariat pun...
aiman x kisah...hehe

jd volunteer under sekretariat yg hndle bhgian mknan..
pluang cerah tu nk mkn mknan sedap2 kalo hndle bhgian mknan ni..
sbb nnti mesti leh mkn yg vip yer...kui3..
eh...silap3...
join ihack ni sbb nk pngalaman n enjoy university life la...
xkn ler pasal mknan lak kan...ahaks!

but at da same time, kne hndle bhgian pnmpatan student dr cwgan gak..
dpt ler percutian percume 3ari 3mlm kat punck perdana...huhu
best gak dpt stay sane 3ari...
dpt kenal kengkawan br....
kengkawan yg friendly n caring...
caring n klakar...
klakar n.....
dah3....ckup2..ade yg xtdo mlm kang ni...hehe
wpun dpt knal kejap jer kan...
tp sempat la gak g mkn mlm same2...
borak2 sket..ckp sepatah-dua..hehe

emmm..pasal keje,
mase mule2 smpai tu, kne tdo lewat sket...
kne tunggu bdk2 dr cwgn smpai..
kne bg kunci...kne bg cadar...n sarung bntal...
kire n distribute ikut bilik..
nmpk cm senang...leceh gak..huhu
tp..pengalamn dier best ler..hik3..(^_^)
dpt indirect t_ _ _ h _ _ g..kikikikiki..:-p
rase enjoy ler wat keje kat puncak...
even xramai exco kat sane..
rase cm nk sty sane trus pun ade..
apehal plak ni...kui3..:-p

k
ngntuk ler..
nk tdo...zZz...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

ek eh, cam same jer ngan kiter..hehe

1. Kalau perempuan tanya: Lawa ke budak pompuan tu?
Makna tersembunyi: Siapa yang paling lawa? I ke,budak pompuan tu?

2. Kalau perempuan tanya: You dah makan ke belum?
Makna tersembunyi: Jom pi makan. Lapar ni!

3. Kalau perempuan kata: Lawa-lawa la baju kat sini, yek.
Makna tersembunyi: Belikanlah untuk I.

4. Kalau perempuan kata: Rasa macam nak pening la.
Makna tersembunyi: Tolong picit kepala.

5. Kalau perempuan kata: Letihnya hari ni. Mana nak masak, basuh kain-baju lagi...
Makna tersembunyi: Kita makan kat luar jelah.

6. Kalau perempuan kata: Kita lebih sesuai berkawan saja.
Makna tersembunyi: I tak nak kat you. Tak paham-paham ke?

7. Kalau perempuan kata: I suka berkawan dengan you.You baik,memahami bla bla bla...
Makna tersembunyi: Hish... I rasa macam minat sesangat kat you.Rasa macam nak jadi awek you je.

8. Kalau perempuan tanya: You pernah tak teringatkan awek you yang dulu?
Makna tersembunyi: Kalau nak gaduh, kalau berani sangat,sebut la nama dia depan aku.

9. Kalau perempuan kata: I sanggup berkorban demi kebahagiaan you.
Makna tersembunyi: Amboi! Aku kena berkorban.Habih, hangpa dua ekoq gak yang seronok.

10. Kalau perempuan kata:i tak kisah kalau memang betul you nak kahwin lagi satu.Asalkan you berterus-terang dengan I, bersikap jujur dan berlakuadil.

Makna tersembunyi: Sapa kata aku tak kisah? Adil ke tak adil,akutak kira! Langkah mayat aku dulu sebelum nak menikah lagi satu.

P/s : - betul ke semua perempuan macam tu ye?xla.org lain.bkan org y tgh baca ni:-P haha

Sunday, August 10, 2008

moDuL oh mODuL..

10 ogos 2008

arini ade modul part 5...
emmm...
sem ni...
xtau nk ckp per...
xbesh la rase...
sbb ape ek..
xpelah..
malas nk pk..huhu

tibe2..
rase xsabar nk balik uma lak...
kui3..

Thursday, August 7, 2008

cantiknyer tarikh..(^_^)

08-08-08 [ fRiDay ]

cantiknyer tarikh arini...
ari jumaat lak tu...(^_^)
ade ape ek arini...
emmm..

arini start PROMED competition..
to all my frenz yg join da competition,
GoOd LuCK YER..(^_^)

lg satu, ade PCfair kat KLCC..
aik??
bkn ker pcfair last week yg kat klcc tu..??
ni klcc seroja ler..
bkn klcc yg kat kl tu..
huhuhu
balik kelas nnti nk g..
tu pun kalo rajin ler..
kui3...

Sunday, August 3, 2008

at Last, jd gak g Zoo..(^_^)


August 2, 2008 [saturDay]

arini plan g zoo..
tp sbb ade modul pg tu, terpakse g lewat sket..
dlm tghari...

gerak dlm kol 2lebih...
g 3 keter..13org...(^_^)

mule2 skali, g Aquaria...
amik2 gmbo..tp xbest sgt...sbb xleh on flash...
so gmbo gelapp jer...suma xcun..huhu

pastu, g suria klcc...
mkn nasi ayam...
dtg jauh2, mkn nasi ayam jer..??
huhu

patu br g Zooo...
tp time tu da gelap...
da mlm kan..
nk nmpk ape jer....
tp xkire..g jugak...masuk gak...

mule2 skali, g pgang albino phyton..(^_^)
ooo..cam ni ek rasenyer pegang ular sawe...
kulit die cun..klao wat be kulit, mesti mhal gler ni..hehehe
org tu ckp, "pegang bleh..tp jgn picit dahler.."
kang xpasal2 ade yg kne belit...hehe

pastu tgk night animal show...
best!!! (^_^)
comelnyer...
ade yg mcm kucing besor...kaler itam..tp nmpk manja sgt...
die bleh gayut kat tali gune ekor die jer wat tampung berat badan die...
menatang ape ntah..huhu
pastu ade racoon...
ade eagle-owl..
ade ular sawa besor...

ade binatang comel masukkan sampah dlm tong sampah..
die nk mknan die...
tp die kne abiskan dlu keje die masukkan sampah dlm tong tu..
comelnyer..
die siap wat bunyi lg...
mcm bdk kecik lak..hehhe
comel tgk die jln n pegang sampah tu..
rase mcm tgh tgk katun kat tv...(^_^)

pastu g jln2 naik ketapi zoo tu...:-)
even dlm gelap, tp nmpk la jugak...
tiger...leapord...gajah...zirafah(first time ni tgk zirafah live dpn mate..kui3)...
badak air...kancil..rusa...
ntah ape2 lg lah...

pastu g eye-On-Malaysia..(^_^)
mule2 cam nk jalan2 jer...
tp tau naik tu murah jer,
rase excited lak nk naik tetibe..
yela..biler lg kan...
time ni jela kot...huhu

naik yg Private nyer...8org..(^_^)
seronok gak..
mule2 igtkan die pusing dlm 2 round jer...
tp biler da 3x round pun, xtrun2 gak...
da rase mcm xnk trun lak...kui3...
rupenyer die pusing 6 round...

pastu g mkn lg...
ntah kat mane ntah...
cter2 jap..b'suke rie ngan kengkawan...
then balik...
da kol 1 lebih da time tu...
kui3...
sampai uma dalm kol 2:30am...

penat..tp beshh!!!
(^_^)

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

da TeaRs oF MinE..iTs NOT foR FuN..

what u gonna do if sum1 ask u to cry out all of a sudden..??
what u gonna do if sum1 ask u to be sad,
in fact,
deep inside your heart,
u are extremely sad and trying to go againts ur own feeling..??

will u cry out..??
will u show ur tears in front of others..??
even it was the reality that u r facing at the moment..??

if u ask me,
then the answer is absolutely NO!!

org susah payah wat terapi nk hepi2,
xnk dah igt bende2 sedih,
die senang2 jer nk suro org nangis...
no way!!

do u think my tears is a game medium..??

ner bley camtu kan...
the tears of mine...
its not for fun lor....

even kalo ader org offer USDxxxK skali pun,
i will not cry in front of public lor...
never ever!!

Friday, July 25, 2008

g maRRyBrOwn..hehe

24 july 08 [thu]

arini patutnyer ade practice chess...
either kat psat sukan...or kt foyer ftmsk cm aritu...
tp xtau ler nape...
xde mood lak...
padahal bukan nyer bz sgt pun...
but, maybe byk sgt bende nk kene process dlm kepale ni kot...
hmm...bende2 yg xpenting...
tp xleh plak kalo nk ignore jer...
sakit jiwa raga kang...huhu

so...
cancel la practice utk mlm tu...
serba salah satu hal...
lg satu hal, segan pun ader...kui3..
tp satu hal lg,
sejak 2menjak ni,
sum1 seems revolving back into my world...
wargh!!!
tp biler b'depan dgn dier,
xde plak rase nk push him out of my life...
rase rela jer...xde sape2 pun pakse...
even diri sndri tau tu suma cume impermanent jer...
tp biar jer...
mmg btul2 tempah kanser ni...
huhu...

xtau ler ape lak jd lepas ni...hmm...

eh..terpesong lak dr tjuk asal...
biler da xjd g practice mlm tu,
bleh plak g marrybrown ngan my besfren...
sajer nk rase mi udang dier...kikikiki...
xdela sedap mane pun...
biase jer...
dahler mahal..
tp nk rase nyer pasal...mkn jela...
huhu...

balik tu, stil rase serba salah lg sbb xg practice chess...
tp biler msg, xreply lak...
marah kiter ker..???
maybe la kot....hmm...
sorrY....

balik tu, bleh plak ade org say sumthing yg scary....
it really scared me..!!!
camner la nk stay away dr bdk ni ekk....
help2!!!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

mATAhaRiKu..(,")_(",)


Tertutup sudah pintu pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh terhening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku

bEsT LaGu ni..(^_^) Tp sEdIh sket La..:-(

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

main chess..??

21 julai 2008

arini bday lely..(^_^)
lg 10 ari bday kiter lak...huhu

mlm ni g practice chess kat foyer fak...
aik?? main chess??
bia btul...
sajer2 jer nk main...rindu kat chess...da lame xmain kan...
tp xsangke la plak bleh main btul2...kui3...

smpai kat foyer, xde org lg... br bper kerat jer...
dduk ler dlu...
ade la sorg bdk ni...gurl....tgh rileks2...
msti player ftmsk gak ni...

then main ler satu game dgn dier...
rupe2 nyer dier pnah wakil malaysia...
pergh...msti terror gler...
segannyer rase...
suma term dlm chess dier tau...
muke dahler serius jer....lg ler kiter segan....huhu
then datang ler an n bf dier...
ooo...ni ler yg ank lect yg join gk tu eh...
cam terror jer..
kite sorg jerk yg biase2...
bkn biase2 ler...bleh dikategorikan xtau ape2...huhu
segan wei nk lawan....waa!!!

tp kuatkan jer ati time lawan dgn intan tu...
mmg terror...
suma move yg kter wat, dier dapat bace...
tp lame gak main dgn dier...
kire ssah gak lerr dier nk kalah kan kiter yg xbpe terror ni...hak3...
ish..perasan la plak...hehe
hmpir sejam gak la lawan ngan intan tu...
then, sure cnfirm la intan tu menang kan...huhu
even agak kecewa n tension, tp puas ati gak la...(^_^)

pastu br jer nk main lg satu game, pastu ade la plak org bg buku suro studi..
pergh..selame ni main xpnah lak smpai serius cmni...
siap nk gune buku tu...."winning with the french"
xpnah dgr pun...
pastu blaja ler opening ngan intan tu...
hmm...mmg terror la..huhu
kenal kwan br...name dier "rook"..
igtkan pebende la "rook" tu...
rupenyer yg kiter dok panggil "castle" tu name btul dier "rook" rupenyer...
kah3....cian kiter...
term pun xtau...ade ati nk main untuk SAF...kui3..
xper2...there's always first time for everything, right..??
hehe..(^_^)

then blaja "castling"...
honestly, seumo idup kiter main chess ni, xpnah pun wat castling tu..
tok guru xpnah ajar pun..kih3...
first tok guru yg ajar main chess ni, my daddy la..(^_^)
xpela....bia lmbat asal expert....wakakakakaka....

pastu, bw balik buku french tu...wat studi konon...(^_^)
chaiyok2!!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

lemahnyer seorg manusia...

bile diri diuji dgn ujian yg menyakitkan,
dlm ati, timbul rase kebencian,
sehingga kekadang muncul keinginan untuk melakukan sesuatu yg lebih menyesatkan...

tp...bile diri diuji dgn kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan sementare,
ati mudah lupe dan sering memaafkan dgn mudahnye...

begitu lemahnye keimanan seorg manusia...
sehingga sering melupakan azab pedih dan seksa yg pasti di alam yg sememang nyer kekal...

hnye mulut berani menyatakan rase takut pada ilahi...
sedangkan nafsu masih menguasai ati yg lemah dr segale segi...

>>> [ Ya Allah yg Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Mengasihi... ] <<<

berikan lah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala ujian dan dugaan Mu ini...
sesungguhnya,
kebahagiaan dan keseronokan dunia semntare yg Kau berikan ketika ini merupakan ujian yg PALING BERAT untuk ku dan hamba2 Mu hadapi...

Friday, July 18, 2008

tgn ni rase nk pegang tgn tu..(^_^)

17 july 08

recently, i felt like the "aura of happiness" has return back into my life...
i don know whether its real or not...
but, i'm certain that this "aura of happiness" will not remain...

however...
when i think about the past,
my hand just feel like wanna hold ur hand...
again...(^_^)
i just wish...
that u realiZe how HaPpY i was...
each time the long fingers of ur hand HOLD my "pendek2" fingers of my hand...(^_^)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

aZam baRu..

15 july 2008

da lame xcontact dgn sum1 ni...
rindu kerr??
ish...wake up!!
mane bleh dah...
terime jela kalo mmg tu yg tertulis utk kiter kan...
alhamdulillah...
skrg ni kiter a x nangis cm dlu lg...
mcm mase awal2...
be strong gurl!! (^_^)

tp kiter nk sgt msg dier mlm ni...
bkn ape...
saje2 pn xleh ker....
as a fren jer...
hmmmmm....
msg jela...hehe

byk bnde nk cter sbnarnyer....
tp kiter tau skrg da ade limit...
da x mcm dlu lg...
tp kiter sempat share sumthing dgn dier...
kiter share kiter nyer azam sem ni....
bukan azam nk dapat dekan...
dekan tu mmg ler teringin kan...
tp...heheheh
azam kiter sem ni....
kalo bleh, kiter da xnk naik moto dgn llaki yg bkn famili kiter...
melainkan emergency...
eleh...ckp je ke ni....??
harap2 xlah kan...
harap2 bukan sekadar ckp kosong...
kiter nk wat btul2 ni...
byk sgt dh dosa yg kiter wat selame ni...
yg sengaje...yg xsengaje...
so kiter kne stat scan n remove sket2...
bg clear balik suma bad record...
hehehe
kne delete yg simple2 dlu...
harap2 berjaye la kan...
insyaallah...(^_^)

bukan ler nk berlakon jd bdk baik tetibe...
tp xsalah kan kalo seseorg tu nk berubah utk jd lebih baik...
even org tu jahat gler...
sampai bler nk berubah kalo time wat baik je, ade jer org yg kondem...
xpayah peduli suma tu...
yg penting, kiter tau ape yg kiter wat...
n kiter mmg btul2 beniat nk jd lebih baik dr semalam...
mmg ler agak susah kalo nk tetibe jd baikk sgt ni...
tp kalo cube slow2, msti bleh kan..??
fighting!! (^_^)

da 2nd week...

15 july 2008

arini da 2nd week for this sem...
tp byk lg bende xsettle...kui3...
kelas bahase xmasuk pun lg...
br daftar ptg td...huhu

fyp pun blank lg...
supervisor pun br nk booking td....kikikikiki..
nk wat pe ni...help2!!

arini g seminar mmc...
cmpetition utk develop mobile application...
mane tau bleh dpt idea ker kan...
menarik gak seminar tu....
tp xreti ler...
kui3...

so far, kelas cam ok la...
group pun ok...
life pun smooth jer...
even byk keje nk kne siapkan...
hehe

Thursday, July 10, 2008

FirSt wEEk of Part 5..

10 july 2008

smlm ade 2org member dtg kat uma...
tlg tukar lampu...hehe..(^_^)
da bpe lame da uma tu suram dan seram...kui3...
thanks yer korg...(^_^)
smlm xsempat nk ckp "thanks"...
bukan ape...x terluah r time korg ade tu...hehehehehehe...

mlm ni nk balik joho...bestnyer....da lame xbalik uma kan...(^_^)

first week of part 5...
beratnyer ati biler pk sem ni yg byk giler hal2 yg heavy nk kne pk...
tp still rileks lg...wat2 rileks...hehehehe...
mane x nyer..nk kne pk pasal proposal utk FYP lg...
dahler dalam kpale ni cam blur je lagi pasal projek2 ni...
huish...hrp2 adela idea best dtg untuk wat projek nnti...

tp ygbest arini first day install internet kat uma...(^_^)
kol 4.08pm td org dr infoAge tu dtg...
hehehe...
abisla pasni....
pantang free sket, msti nk online jer...huhu

ape2 pun, jap lg nk balik uma...
rase nk jer bgtau sum1 yg kiter nk balik uma arini...
tp xpayah ler...
watper bgtau org yg xnk amik tau ek...

what ever lah...

Friday, July 4, 2008

aRi Last PekTiKeL..

4 July 2008

arini special sket...
ade mcm2 event yg ala2 penting arini....hehehe
patutnyer arini kne g roadtour...
either g dungun or perak...
tp da xde rezeki lak...nk wat cmner...
lain kali ler g...hehehe
pastu arini bday cik katak...emm..sape plak cik katak ni ek....
jeng3......rahsia....mane bleh bgtau...hahahahaha...
tp cik katak janji nk belanje mini cornetto td...
xtau ler jd ker x...rezeki xleh ditolak...tul x..?? kui3..
pastu arini dapat elaun...adela dalam rm[][][].....hehehe
baru ler rase bernyawe sket...
then duit pt pun da masuk arini....
maknenyer, bertambah ler hutang nk kne bayar nnti...kui3...
tp arini sedih sket...
sbb last day pktikel kat usmb kan..:-(
dahle arini suma staf xde...suma g roadtour...
tp sblm diorg g td, sempat la gk distribute terompah kecik yg bli kat mlake aritu,bg kat suma staf usmb...
kenangan untuk diorg..(^_^)
sblm ni, asik diorg jer bg present...
bg keychain n pasu comel dr sarawak la...
bg gelang mutiara sabah la...
baik tol bg hadiah kat kitorg suma...hehe
diorg xper....da keje kan...income ribu2...ahaks!
pastu, tggal "org" sorg jer jage ofis...cian dier...hak3...
cmner ni...
report xsiap lg ni...
projek lak nk kne present jap lg...
xtau ler nk jawab per nnti....
kui3...;-p

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Pertanyaan untuk CINTA.

Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu berdebar kencang dan suaramu tersekat di dadamu?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.

Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan pandangan mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.

Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahuia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.

Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN

Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.

Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat hatimu melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.

Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.

Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap hari hanya dia yang kamu fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.

Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara yang kamu senangi untuk kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.

Tetapi

Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran antara kesakitan dan kegembiraan yang membutakan dan tak terfahami ... menarikmu mendekati dan tetap bersamanya?
ITULAH CINTA.

Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu bahagian dirinya dan siapa dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setiadengannya tanpa penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya walaupun saat itu dia kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh jiwamu begitu mendalam sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya CINTA.

syoknyer ade oRg belanjer...(^_^)

arini patutnyer ade ViP dari mane ntah nk dtg lawat InED...
Punyer la smlm duk kmas2 satu ofis...
siap balik lmbt tu...
tp xdela lmbt mane...
lmbt 5mnit jer...kui3...

pastu tetibe arini ckp xjd dtg la plak...
xtau la apesal...
xpelah...at least, xpayah ler nk b'lakon baik arini...hahaha...

pastu arini ade la plak enAzman dtg kat usmb...
siap blnjer kitorg mkn lg tu...
syoknyer...hehehe...
dapat ler arini mkn roti telur n air horlick sorg satu set...
kalo x, share jer air tu...kui3..
mak mesti sedey kalo tau ni...hak3...
bile da kenyang, pe lg..
go back to work la...
hehehe..

nak extend ker x ek

01 julai 2008

xpnah2 wat blog time tgh tgk cter ezora ni...
ni suma diorg nyer psal la...
sibuk sgt duk cter pasal nk extend2 ni...
pasal pointer la...
pasal tesis la..pasal keje la...
pergh...tension nyer!!!

kalo ikutkan ati ni, nk aje QUIT...
tp nnti nk ckp pe lak kat mak ngn abah ek...
cian lak kat diorg...
lg satu, kalo quit, nnti msti nyesal lak...
penat2 jer da studi setahun...
tggal lg setahun jer ni...pastu da bleh grad...
kalo quit tetibe kang, xde dgree lak nnti...
mcm ler rajin sgt nk studi lg...
g amik kos lain lak....
xsanggup wei....

tp...ish!!!
cm nyesal la plak amik ntsentrik ni....
x kne r dgn jiwe...
hmmmm....tp kan...
kalo x amik ntsentrik pn,
kos ape jer yg kne dgn jiwa ni ek...??
cm xde jer....hahahahaha..
hmmm...kalo nk tunggu yg kne dgn jiwe,
smpai biler2 pn xde....huh!
bistu, nk wat cmner ni ek.....
nk extend....nk extend...

pk ler bebaik dlu...
ni pasal mase depan kiter...
kiter je yg bleh decide nk extend ker x...
sbb kiter je yg tu ability kiter...
skrg ni pun, still xnmpk lg nk keje per...

wake up gurl!!
time is running out!!

kalo extend, nk amik subjek pe sem dpn ni...
biler nk wat tesis nyer...
tp kalo extend,bleh gak nk join SKP...
tp kalo kne wat sistem...
eee...lemahnye rase....dengar pun dah lemah....
nape la sistem ni xserasi dgn ati kiter ek...
eleh...bkn stakat sistem jer...
bg je la ape2 projek pun...
suma xsesuai dgn jiwe....
ade je yg xkne nnti...hehehehehe

nape la skrg ni da xsame cm dulu ek...
mane pegi suma semangat yg kiter ade dulu...
mane pegi suma keberanian n keyakinan yg kiter ade dulu...
mane pegi suma rase enjoy yg xde tension lgsung time studi dlu2...
mane pegi suma tu...kiter nk sgt2 rase cm dlu lg....
skrg ni,dpt tgk org lain jer b'diri kat "podium" tu...
dpt tgk org lain je score gler2...
tp untuk kiter...???
is it times up..?? is everything over...??
tension nyer biler pk suma ni...
help2!!
sumbody save me..please..!!

Monday, June 30, 2008

g meLakA Lagi...(^_^)







29 jun 2008 [ AHAD ]

arini g melaka...under usmb,ined...
kne tolong enDin n Dr Kmaruddin bg taklimat i-class kat uitm kampus bndaraya...(^_^)
kalo xsilap, masuk kali ni, da kali ke-5 kot jejak kat bandaraya bersejarah ni....
first time mase drjh 3 kot...pastu drjah 6...pastu form 5...then time iha kawin tu,mase part 4 after wat shortcourse...

sblm ni, g mmg s'mate2 utk jalan2 jer...melancong...(^_^)
tp kali ni lain sket....
ala2 g outstation r...sbb kne wat keje kan...hehe

hmmm...Taklimat i-class tu start dlm 2.30pm...
kne jd assistant Dr kAMaRUddin...
kne tolong student sket2 kat dlm lab tu...
ade la dlm 16org dlm lab tu...lab lg satu lak dlm 40org...
kire arini jd hands-on guider r...
even xbpe tau sgt pasal i-class tu sbnarnyer...hehe
tp kan, rase best sgt time dpt tolong n guide student yg tnye2 kat dlm lab tu...
even kiter jawab ntah ape2...
tp dpt rase cm kiter ni diperlukan n dihargai biler student tu ucap trime kaceh...(^_^)
rase seronok lak...
maybe sbb da lame x t'libat dgn kerja2 amal cmni kot...huhu

tibe2 t'igt time dftr diploma dlu...
time tu br jer nk knal2 dgn bdk2 ni...
br nk mesra kan...
duk dlm lab same2...studi same2...gelak same2...hehe

tp suma tu da lame b'lalu...
da dgree da skrg ni...
da bleh guide student diploma yg baru lak tu...(^_^)
even diorg lg tua dr kiter...hehe
dahle ade sorg yg menggugat keimanan kiter...hak3...

then tklimat abis dlm kol 4pm...
g mnum ptg dgn diorg...pastu br g jalan2...
cm biase la...
g kubu A'Famosa....n jln2 kat area ctu...g dataran pahlawan...
g beli souvenir untuk diorg...n bli sumthing untuk mak...(^_^)
seronok gak g mlaka kali ni...
even penat..tp bile da smpai uma tu, rase nk g lagi je...hehe..(^_^)

BahAGia or baLa..??

29june2008

lately kan, tetibe kiter rase cm ramai je org yg ala2 ambik berat pasal kiter...
mmg r seronok kan...
nk wat ape2, suma org pesan tu lah, pesan ni lah...mcm2 lah...
tp kiter cnfius n takut la...
korg suma ni satu kebahagiaan or hnye satu ujian n dugaan dlm idup kiter..??
ujian n dugaan yg melemahkan iman kiter yg mmg semakin lemah ni...
kiter pun xpaham la...
korg ni dh kenape..??
xnmpk ke aura kejahatan dlm diri kiter ni...???
g r cari org lain...
kiter xready r untuk suma2 ni...
byk lg bnde lain nk pk wat mase skrg ni...
sori ek...kiter xde niat pun nk luke kan sesape...

tp...salah kiter kerr..??
kiter baikk sgt ke dgn korg...??

"take care..."
ayat yg paling menakutkan dlm idup kiter...
maybe pd org lain, xde rase ape2 pun...
sesape pun bleh ckp cmtu kan...
tp kalo org tu ade simpan perasaan kat korg cmner...??
cmner korg nk explain kat org2 tu yg korg anggap diorg tu kwn jer..??

kiter ni mmg lemah sket bab2 nk terus terang ni...
x terus terang kang, m'larat2 lak nnti...
sape yg kne tanggungjawab tu...huh??
xlyan, ckp sombong la..b'lagak la...
biler layan, mudah sgt salah paham...
then ckp org memainkan perasaan la plak...
kiter pn xtau nk layan korg cmner lg...waa!!

Friday, June 27, 2008

* Very Nice Touching Love Story to Share

Very Nice Touching Love Story to Share_* -
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Kite ade 1 citer yang nak di kongsi bersama...Sesungguhnyer idup ni terlalu indah untuk kite gambarkan..Marilah kite same-same amik ikhtibar atas citer yang bakal di baca nie...

*_Very Nice Touching Love Story to Share_*

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat at a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please; let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; why he had this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, and I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That was his true feelings, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can express his homesickness must be a man who loves his home, cares about home, and has responsibility for his home. Then she too started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found out that he actually was the man who met all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they lived a happy life...

And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that?s the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest please forgives me, forgive the lie of my life. This was the only lie I ever said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous that time, I actually wanted some sugar, but I said salt instead. It was too embarrasing for me to take back so I just went ahead I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times but I was too afraid to do so as I had promised never to lie to you about anything...Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I am telling you the truth: I don't like salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. I have had to take the salty coffee for my whole life with you and never had to feel sorry for it because I did it for you.

Having you with me is the biggest happiness in my entire life. If I could live a second time, I'd still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even if I if had to drink salty coffee again". Her tears made the letter totally wet.

One day someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied. Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

AwaK Lupe ea..

Mr X...
byk lg plan yg kiter xsempat wat same2...
awak lupe ea yg awak pnah janji nk mkn eskrim same2,
kiter nk mkn sorg satu...
tp awak ckp,"kiter share jela..(^_^)"
smpai skrg kiter tunggu peluang tu...
even kiter tau pluang tu da xkn ade lg...:-(

then awak lupe yg kiter nk sgt share satu payung dgn awak...
even ssah sgt nk dpt pluang tu...
sbb kiter xslalu jumpe...
n sbb kalo nk pkai payung, kne r tunggu ujan turun dlu...
pdhal, setiap kali kiter jumpe, xpnah plak nk ujan...

xpelah kalo suma tu da xpenting untuk awak lg...
xkn kiter nk pakse2 plak...
hmmm...

LovE is a LiE..

love is a lie..

awak...
skrg kiter da xde awak...
n awak da xde kiter...
kiter tau awak mesti hepi kan...
yela..
da xpayah nk pk pasal kiter lagi...
da xpayah nk sibuk2 pasal kiter lagi...
skrg awak boleh la nk spend mase dgn sape2 pun yg awak suke...

mulut kiter bleh jer ckp seratus kali yg...
"kiter lepaskan awak"
"kiter bleh idup tnpa awak"
"kiter da xperlukan awak lagi"
but deep inside my heart,
kiter slalu teringat kat awak...
kiter slalu pk pasal awak lg...

kiter senyum n ketawe dpn kawan2 kiter...
kiter igt, kiter da bole hepi tanpa awak...
tp biler tgk awak senyum..
even cume dlm gmbar..
ati kiter sakit sgt2...
bhgia nyer awak...
kiter je yg sakit sorg2 kat cni...
waaaaa!!!

MENYINTAI TIDAK BERMAKNA MEMILIKI

Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan
si dia kepunyaanmu
atau kau kepunyaan si dia
kerana hakikatnya
kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa
walau sekeping hati seorang insan
tidakkah kau sedar hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?

Manusia pandai berpura
berlakon di pentas dunia
dan bertopeng menutup rahsia
tetapi hati
tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya
tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya

Tidakkah kau sedar
mungkin si dia melafazkan
ungkapan cinta padamu
tetapi hati dan perasaannya
tidak pernah berniat begitu
dia hanya berselindung
di sebalik sejuta alasan

Dan kau
begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya
sehingga terlupa
hukum alam menyatakan
menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki

Sesungguhnya...
"Aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu...
dan kau jua tidak memiliki diriku."
Mengertilah
kita sebenarnya kepunyaan Yang Maha Esa
tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki dir kita
kecuali Dia
Dia mengasihi hambaNya
Dia memiliki hambaNya
Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita kembali

Thursday, June 26, 2008

[ sErOnOkNyE tIme KiTeR aDE AwAK..(^_^) ]

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kiter rase nk aje bgtau satu dunia ni yg kiter ade awak..(^_^)
time tu, kalo de je org tnye kiter, "da ade yg special ke?"
kiter senyum jer n ckp kat diorg, kiter ade awak...
best sgt rase mase tu..kiter bgtau mak kiter pasal awak...
kiter bgtau kawan2 ex-skola kiter pasal awak...
even kat pakcik kdai gunting rambut pn, kiter ade bgtau die yg kiter ade awak...(^_^)
dah tetibe pakcik tu tnye kan, kiter bgtau jela...hehe

time kiter ade awak...
best nyer time awak bgtau, "sy akan sentiase brade di sisi awak"
time tu, kiter pegang janji awak...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu support kiter xkire ape pn yg kiter lalui..
even awak jauh...
n even kite jarang dpt jumpe...
tp awak still support kiter...
sntiase bg semangat kat kiter...
sentiase guide kiter...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak share byk bnde dgn kiter...
n kiter nk sgt2 tau suma bnde pasal awak...
n kiter pn share suma bnde pasal diri kiter dgn awak...
time kiter ade awak...
awak selalu ade kat sisi kiter biler kiter mmg perlukn awak...
awak selalu wat kiter sentiase rase disayangi...
kiter rase best sgt...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak baikkk sgt dgn kiter...
awak xpnah marah kiter even kiter slalu wat awak marah...
awak slalu bersabar dgn kiter...
awak slalu layan jer perangai ngade2 kiter...
even kiter tau awak penat layan kiter...
awak xpnah b'kasar dgn kiter...
awak respect kiter...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak..
kiter slalu rase awak ade dekat dgn kiter...
even awak jauh dr kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu tgur kiter bebaik time kiter wat sumthing yg salah...
awak slalu tegur bile kiter lewat2 kan solat kiter...
awak slalu tegur kiter biler kiter suke mandi lewat malam...
awak kate nnti kiter sakit, awak yg risau...
awak selalu wat kiter rase selamat biler awak ade kat sisi kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
caring nyer awak kat kiter...
even kiter pn x caring kat awak mcm awak caring kat kiter...
awak slalu risau time lepaskan kiter lintas jalan sorg2...
n kiter plak, peduli ape kalo kne langgr pun...
sbb kiter tau...awak sntiase syg kiter..(^_^)

time kiter ade awak...
kiter slalu bayangkan diri kiter kat umah awak...
kiter slalu bayangkan diri kiter dgn mak n ayah awak...
dgn adik beradik awak...dgn sedare mare awak...
kiter slalu bygkan awak dgn mak ayah kiter...
dgn abg kiter...dgn sedare mare kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu wat ati kiter cairrr dgn awak...hehehe
maybe awak xtau...
yela..xkn kiter nk tunjuk depan awak lak kan...
kne r cover depan awak..(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak selalu ajuk kiter cakap....setiap kali kiter ckp perkataan "kiter",
mesti awak akan ckp.."asyik kiter,kiter..ckp saye la.."
pastu awak senyum kat kiter...kiter cairr..(^_^)
tp lepastu, awak pn tiru ayat kiter...
kadang2 awak pn gune perkataan "kiter" biler ckp dgn kiter...
kiter mmg hepi sesangat time tu...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
mase tu kiter g mkn same2..
kiter dduk sblah awak...
lepastu awak tibe2 brenti makan...
awak tgk kite makan...
segan nyer kiterrrr...
tp kiter suke sgt time awak tgk kiter tu...(^_^)

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tp nape suma tu sementare jer..??

[ evEryThinG haS faLLen inTo pieCEs... ]

korg, kenape ek kegembiraan n kebahagiaan tu slalu bersifat sementare jer...??
kenape kenyataan tu mcm terlalu kejam untuk kiter terime...??
atau dier mmg bkn dicipta untuk kiter...??

xbleh ker kalo awak just stay by my side until forever..??
kenape awak mesti let go suma ni sbb perkare tu..??
btul ker xde jln lain untuk kiter...?? :-((
mase first time awak bgtau kiter pasal perkare tu,kiter sedih sangat2...
kiter xtau nk pk ape time tu...
tp kiter t'tnye2, awak da xsayang kiter lg ker...?
kiter ni xpenting ker dlm hidup awak...?
kiter bukan nk salah kan awak...
tp time tu kt mmg btul2 xleh trime awak ckp suma tu kat kiter...
time tu kiter rase suma impian n harapan kiter dgn awak btul2 hancur...
awak da btul2 wat kiter sayang sgt2 kat awak...
tp tetibe awak bgtau suma ni kat kiter...
mmg kiter xpnah byg kan pn yg kiter akan terpakse berhenti menyayangi awak...
kiter xpnah byg kan yg kiter terpakse berhenti pk pasal awak...
kiter xpnh byg kan yg kiter akan terpakse lepaskan awak mcm ni...
kiter slalu t'tnye2, awak ade x pk mcm yg kiter tgh pk skrg ni...??
kiter xpnah byg kan yg awak akan jadi milik org lain satu ari nnti...
boleh ker kiter sayang org lain mcm kiter sayang awak..??

mmg la btul ape yg awak wat tu...
btul la kot ape ape yg awak pk...
kiter hormati kputusan awak kalo mmg itu yg awak pk terbaik untuk suma org...

then, kiter start cube sdaye upaye lepaskan awak...
tp mase awal2,
xkire ape pn yg kiter wat, kiter slalu pk pasal awak...
kiter slalu harap kan awak lg...
even kiter kuar dgn kwn2 kiter,awak sentiase ade dlm ati kiter...
kiter xpnah lupekan awak...
n kiter tkut sgt2 kalo awak btul2 lupekan kiter...
kiter btul2 perlukan mase untuk hadapi suma ni...
kiter nk awak tau yg kiter btul2 syg kat awak............

pastu kiter dpt rase yg awak da mule b'ubah...
awak da mule lupekan kiter...
kiter request awak wish gudnite kat kiter every nite...tu jer...
tp bile da lame2, awak da mule lupekan kiter...
pastu byk lg bnde2 yg awak wat kiter rase makin xpenting dlm idup awak...
awak wat kiter rase n pk sumthing yg xpnah kt pk sblm ni...
awak ade org lain ker...??
die lg baik dr kiter ker...??
die lg sempurna dr kiter ker....??
kiter xnk pk suma tu...
tp awak yg wat kiter pk pasal suma2 tu...
reason yg awak bg kat kiter tu, alasan jer ker...??
ntahla...awak wat kiter rase macam awak tipu kiter...
suma yg awak pnah ckp kt kiter...
suma yg awak wat untuk kiter...
kiter xde niat pn nk pk mcm ni pasal awak...
tp reaksi awak yg pakse kiter pk mcm tu...
kiter xtau...kiter mintak maaf kalo kiter salah...sory sgt2..

kalo mmg btul kiter terpakse lepaskan awak,ok...
ari2 kiter doa supaye Allah kuatkan ati kiter spaya redha dgn suma ni...
kiter doa supaya Allah kuatkan semangat kiter hadapi suma ni...
even ade mase2 yg kiter xleh halang air mate kiter dr m'curah2 sbb rindu kat awak...
mmg xsangke btul awak la org yg ajar kiter nangis untuk s'org llaki...
penat tau nangis utk awak...:-(

smpai satu mase...
kiter cube sedaye upaye untuk lupekan awak...
kiter tgh biase kan diri tanpa awak...mcm da bleh sket2...
maybe la...
tp nape awak slalu wat kiter xleh nk lepaskan awak...
time kiter rase kiter cm da agk ready nk lepaskan awak,
time tu la awak mcm still bg harapan lg kat kiter...
time tu ler awak nk majuk ngan kiter...
time tu ler awak dtg kat kiter...
time tu ler awak nk share mcm2 dgn kiter...
ati kiter lemah sgt2 mase tu...
xkn kiter nk marah awak plak kan...
kiter syg awak...
even kiter tau awak dtg kali ni sekejap jer...
nnti awak pegi lg...tinggalkan kiter lg...
tp nk wat cmner...
my stupid heart ni xbg kiter marah kat awak...
hmm...:-(

cume yg paling susah skali,
kiter still xleh nk take u out from my heart...
maybe sbb awak first love kiter...
kiter da cube nk suke org lain...
kiter tgh cube buke ati kiter untuk org lain....
kalo mmg itu yg awak nk kiter wat...
tp kiter xleh nk tipu diorg yg dlm ati kiter still ade awak...
kiter x ready lg nk syg sesape wat mase ni...
kiter takut la...

hmm...tp kan...tobecntinue...(^_^)

msg dr awak..

>> cintailah kekasihmu dengan sederhana
>> kemungkinan suatu hari nnti dia akan menjadi org yang kamu benci
>> bencilah org yg kamu benci dgn sederhana
>> kemungkinan suatu hari nnti dia akan menjadi kekasihmu...

[ "Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W." ]

gUrL@waniTa..

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan diasedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata, itu bermakna diasedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya,lebihbaik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelumkamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki,lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya,dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati, tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu biladia dah buat keputusan, dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius bolehmematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi JANGAN senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorangwanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan. Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajakkeluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memangtak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang samadia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya. Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelaskeluar,benda pertama yang dicari olehwanita ialah siapa yang berdiri disebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasaada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yangdicintainya sekarang akan berada ditempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudahcukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apayang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yangberbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya (hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang merekadan baik terhadapnya. So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah. ..

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.percayalah.. tiap lelaki perlukan wanita.

org jb ni b'lagak ker..??

ade sesetengah org ckp, or jb ni b'lagak...btul ker...??
hmm...maybe la kot...rasenyer majoriti b'lagak...hehe
tp xsuma kan...tp yg plg penting skali, x t'masuk org ulu tiram...:-p
ape la korg ni...xkire la org tu org jb ker..
org kb ker..org kl ker....
kalo dah mmg dier jenis yg show off and b'lagak,
nk wat cmner kan...dah mmg dier mcm tu...
bkn salah dier asal org mane...
so xleh la kt nk cop org jb tu org2 yg b'lagak...ye x..:-p

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

hAdiAh pErTAmE uNTUk AWAk..

First Time kiter beli hadiah untuk org yg kiter syg...
dalam kepale mmg xde idea pn nk bg ape kat Mr X...
hmm...bagi baju jela..(^_^)
hadiah pertame kan...
kiter pn bukan nyer tau sgt ape yg die suke...
tp kiter nk sgt tgk dier pkai ssuatu yg kiter bg...
kiter pun g ler shopping baju untuk dier...
mase tu g dgn sorg member ni...
mintak tlg dier komen sket2..hehe
pastu brader yg jage kdai tu tlg gak...
brader tu ler yg tolong rekemen saiz n pattern yg ssuai dgn selera guy skrg ni...
ikut jela..kiter bgtau je kaler ape yg kiter nk...
llaki msti lg tau kan ape yg diorg suke...
tp kiter pn b'kenan gak ler kt baju yg dier rekemen tu...
ape lg, bayr jela...(^_^)
*****tshirt kaler merah*****
tu ler hadiah pertame yg kiter bg pd Mr X...


Mr X ckp, dier suke sgt baju yg kiter bg tu...
kiter pn hepi sgt2 time bg baju tu kat dier...
siap dgn kad lg...patutnyer nk bg time bday dier...
tp sbb ade bbrape sbb yg xdapat dielakkan, terpakse la bg lewat sket..huhu
tp xpelah...asalkan Mr X suke..(^_^)
hmm...xsabar rase nk tgk Mr X pakai baju tu...:-p

FirsT TImE g mAIn bOwLing...


SaTuRdAY, 21 june 2008

Arini kuar g bndar..
sbb besfren kiter nk blanje sorg member ni sbb da wat kan laptop die bleh 'on' smule...
kiter pun join jela..tlg menyibuk...hehe
pastu kuar la dalam kol 11 lebih...
smpai pkns da lebih kurang tghari kan time tu...
ape lagi, makan time...(^_^)
terus ler g KFC kat PAS...br happenning sket..
lame dah x g ni...hehe...
kiter mcm biase lah, wajib ade zinger max...(^_^)
bab2 ayam goreng ni, xkesah sgt...
bdk lg 2org tu plak mkn snack plate...

mase mkn, time nk bubuh sos tu, tbe2 teringat kat sum1...
sum1 yg xbpe suke sos thai...pelik lak rase...
sbb sos tu lg sedap kalo cmpare dgn sos yg lg satu tu...
die ckp, die xsuke sbb sos thai tu ade bawang putih...ooo...whatever la awak...(",)

then after mkn, xde ape nk wat...
ade la plak sorg member ni bg cadangan..."kite g main bowling, nk x..?"
hah?? bowling?? mane r pnah main..xreti r..kui3..
b4 ni ade gak member2 yg ajak main bowling ni...
tp mase tu dahle ramai2 kan..malu gler r nnti kalo msuk longkang...
korg mesti gelak guling2 nnti...
pastu,pk2 blik, kalo xmain skrg, bile lg nk main ek...
nnti lepasni kalo nk g main dgn bf ker...xdela kekok sgt...kahkahkahkah...
lg pun 3org je yg main arini...ok la...jom main..(^_^)
main la satu game...
mule2, nk pegang tenpin ball tu pun xreti...kui3..
yela...1st time kan...boleh r di maafkan lg..hehe
pastu kali ke2, ke3 lempar bola tu, same jerk, asik masuk longkang jer...
after 9x lempar, score asik 19 jer....maintain jer kat ctu...
pergh...member lg 2 org ni plak makin lame, mkin improve jer...
panas gak tgk...xde semangat dh nk main...
mcm2 tips dah member 2org ni bg kat kiter..
tp bola stil masuk longkang gak...xtau dah nk wat gane...kui3..
bdk 2org tu plak da abis tenage dok gelak kan kiter...
ish..xleh jadi ni..pastu, tinggal lg satu chance jer...
nk xnk, abis kan jela kan...
yela..org dah belanje, main jela...hehe..(^_^)
mase tu, main lempar jer...tp siap dgn doa2 sket..hehe
lepatu kan..fuh, bleh strike plak!!
mmg best gler r rase...br puas ati...(^_^)
hmm...baru ler nmpk hasil sket..
kalo x, asik msuk longkang jer...
even sampai merah2 jari, naik lenguh tgn, tp mmg puas ati la..hehe
thanks to my fren aka narutoZam yg belanje main bowling arini...(^_^)
korg kenal x ni..?
ala...yg wat lawak mase perasmian i-class aritu..wakakakaka..

then..after main bowling, its 'posing' time!!
g tasik plak...hehe..
tp sblm tu, g bli eskrim kat mcD dlu...
pastu, g mkn eskrim kat tasik...bg kure2 mkn kon eskrim sket...
cian...kure2 tu lapo kan...b'rebut2 diorg mkn...huhu
pastu stat la sesi amik gmba...
abis satu tasik tu kitorg round...smpai da xde tenage nk senyum..kui3...
last2 skali, smpai slipau pn putuih...huhu
tu ler..merayap dr tghari, smpai petang,x reti2 nk balik...
hmm...pastu da putus tu,
x reti2 gak nk balik terus...
g posing lg tu...
hmm..xpham btul la...
tp mmg seronok la arini...hehe..(^_^)

hmmmm...biler jatuh cinta kan..

stiap org, msti ade care tersendiri kan biler korg mule rase yg korg da mule masuk perangkap cinta seseorang...
kiter pun mcm tu jugak..hehe..(^_^)
ni yg rase nk share ni...

mase mule2 rase ade org yg sayang kiter,
ade org take care pasal kiter,
ade org yg sentiase dok perhati kan kiter,
even org tu kiter xnmpk ari2...
mase tu mule r diri ni berubah sket2...ahaks!
yela...dulu xde sesape...sekarang da ade sum1...
msti ler berubah kan...
xbyk pn, sikit msti ade...(^_^)

as for me,kalo sblum ni suke sgt dgr lagu2 mat saleh yg ntah ape2 tu...
linkin park la, evanescence la, simple plan la, blink182 la, lagu2 jepun la..
tp biler tibe2 jatuh cinta kan, selera lagu pun tibe2 berubah...
tetibe je suke sgt dgr lagu melayu lame2...lame xdela lame sgt r...
lgu melayu zaman 80an...90an...menusuk tu...wakakakakaka...
then lagu nasyid suke gak dengar...especially lagu inteam...
lagu diorg kan xbrape nasyid sgt...hehe

kalo sblm ni fanatik sesangat kat artis2 jepun,
like takuya kimura la, yutaka la, tomoya nagase la, ntah sape2 lg la...
smpai siap hafal profile diorg lg dlm kepale ni...kui3...
tp bile da ade sum1 dlm ati ni, xhirau da suma artis2 tu...
pk pasal yg sorg tu jela...(^_^)

pastu care dressing kbykkan org akan berubah biler dah ade gf or bf ni...
tp, kiter x kot...same jer..maintain jer...
yela..xkn la sbb da ade sum1,
tetibe nk pkai sexy2 lak kan...buang tebiat ape..huhu

selain dr dressing,
perkare lain yg akan berubah,ati pn akan berubah gak..
bukan berubah ape...cume tibe2 je rase suma bayi kat dunia ni cooomel sesangat...ahaks!
jauh sgt dh pk ni...xpela..org tgh bhgia kan...biar jela...huhu

next perkare yg berubah biler da ade sum1 kat dlm ati ni,mule r rase xtenang...
xreti duk diam...dlm kpale asik dok pk jer pasal org yg kat sane tu...
tp ni normal la kan...suma org pn mcm ni...tul x..??

pastu mule r wat bende2 yg dier suke...
dier suke tgk kiter pkai satu baju ni...
rase nk je pakai baju tu ari2...bg die tgk...
even kiter sendri xdpt tgk dier hari2...kui3...
tp nnti ade org ckp kemaruk plak...
xde baju lain ker...xmandi ker...hahahahahaha...

pantang dengar enset bunyi sket,cepat2 jer g tgk...
hrp die la yg kol...die la yg msg...hehe
tgn pun gatal jer rase...
pantang ade mase free sket,g ler dok capai diari kesayangan tu...
tulis ler ape2 yg patut...kalo x tulis kang,lupe lak...
ilang r suma kenangan tu mcm tu jer...
smpai arini, da ade 3 buku diari yg pnuh dgn name n cerite pasal dier...
kalo la dier tau ek...
llaki ni terharu x kalo tau kiter wat suma2 ni...
diorg ni cm xde perasaan jer pasal bnde2 mcm ni ek...whatever la...

selain dari diari tu, kiter siap salin lg segale msg yg dier bagi kiter...
msg yg kiter reply kat dier...
pergh...mmg time consuming btul r time tu...
sanggup tu salin suma skali msg tiap2 mlm sblm tdo...
sbb esok nk msg lg...nnti xde space lak kan...salin ajelah...huhu
siap ade 3 jilid tu skrg ni..tu utk msg shaje...
nnti bleh r hadiahkan smule kat dier biler da idup same2 nnti...:-)
ceh..mcm xcaye lak kiter cm ni....wakakakakakaka...

pastu ade byk lg sbnarnyer perubahan time fall in love kat sum1 ni...tp x igt dah....nnti ler kalo igt kang, kiter tulis lg ek..=)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

The FiRsT LOvE BeGiNs...

setiap org mesti ade kisah cinta msg2 kan...
xkire r tu first love ker...second love ker...third love ker...
xkire r bpe byk kali pn korg fall in love with sum1 yg btul2 korg syg...
tp skrg ni kter rase nk share dgn korg suma about my first love...jeng3...
tp sblm tu kiter nk bgtau korg ssuatu..
kepada ssiape yg berada in the middle of love, hargailah org yg korg syg n org yg syg korg tu...
sbb korg maybe xkan jumpe lg org yg dapat sayang korg mcm yg korg rase skrg ni...
so..appreciate lah kekasih korg...
don take them for granted...
btulkan niat biler korg da btul2 suke kan sum1 tu...
jgn suke or knal sum1 setakat nk dier jd gf or bf korg...
korg suma da xmude lg...hahaha
no time for playing around k...
serious r sket dgn partner korg tu....
jgn memain kan perasaan diorg...
kalo korg rase bleh go on dgn sum1 tu,
ape lg...cepat2 r propose...bagi haru sket...kui3..
emm..ape kiter melalut ni...sori2...
and the story begins...
citer nyer cmni...

october 2006, 2 syawal...

actually kisah nyer start mase ari first raye...
tp time tu br start klu sket2 jer...
so..the real episode begin mase raye kedua...
maybe bg org lain, raye diorg cm biase jer...
tp bg kiter, raye tahun ni la yg paling mencabar skali...
korg jgn salah phm plak...
bukan nyer kiter kne msuk pertandingan kacau dodol ker..
pertndingan anyam ketupat ke..bukan2!! hehe
syawal tahun ni ade sum1 yg wat idup kiter x tenang...
n wat ati kiter x tenteram sgt2...wat ape pn suma serba xkena jer...
sampai kiter pn da xleh handle lg dah..
mlm syawal tu, kiter terpakse wat pengakuan berani mati kat seseorg yg da wat kiter x tentu arah bbrape menjak ni...
tp..kiter kan pempuan....
xkn la kiter yg nk kne start plak...
but..i really never feel this way before...
how dare u!!
hmm..tp berani kan jugak la ati tu kan...
tu pn lepas dapat bbrape ptunjuk yg watkan kiter yakin untuk terus terang...
kalo x, bile lg kan...xkn la nk terus t'tnye2 mcm ni...
ea awak! kalo suke, terus terang jela...
kalo x, jgn r wat kiter mcm ni lg...letih la layan awak...
every seconds make my heart bit very fast..waa!!!
yela kan..sape x berdebar kalo setiap mase ade je surprise yg kiter mmg xsangke...
sape x jtuh ati kalo tetibe ade org take care semacam kt kiter...
dahler kiter bkn jenis yg senang nk suke kat seseorg...kui3...
masalah nyer, nape la awak senyap jer...??
cube r ckp sumthing kat kiter...
igt senang ker nk idup mcm ni...
then bermule r pengakuan berani mati....
pengakuan yg btul2 mnguji keberanian kiter...
sepanjang ari kiter pk,nk ckp ker x ek...
tp berani kan jela ati ni...
tp xkn la nk main terkam jer kan...slow2 r ckp...
dan the ePisode of my first love bermule dgn msg ni...
kiter yg send msg ni kat dier aka Mr. X...

simple BYE make us CRY
simple JOKE make us LAUGH
simple CARE make us FALL IN LUV
simple TOUCH make us FEEL BETTER
but I hope my simple 'HI' make u 'SMILE'...=)

kiter simpan lg msg ni smpai skrg..(",)kenangan tu..hehe

tp mase kiter send msg ni pd Mr. X, die xpaham pn...
tp xtau la kalo die wat2 xpaham kan time tu...
tp lpas kiter explain sket2,
Mr. X pn bg respon baikkkk kat kiter..(^_^)
mase tu best saangaaaat rase...(^_^)rase terbayar segale rase yg kiter tanggung selame ni...
tp time tu kiter marah kat Mr X..
sbb dier x trus terang dgn kiter awal2...
then dier pn explain r reason2 yg agk munasabah n bleh diterime dek akal...
kiter dgr jela kan...
tp suma tu da xpenting kan...
yg penting, its very clear that dier mmg suker kiter...
n dier dah tau yg kiter pn suke dier gak..(^_^)
then mule r msg2 mlm tu...
rase cam xnk tdo jer..
nk jer msg smpai subuh...kui3...(^_^)

Monday, June 23, 2008

FiRsT TimE kiTeR MiNaT ss'orAnG..

korg nk tau x,
dulu kan kiter xpnah pcaye yg sesebuah hubungan tu bleh kekal sampai bile2..
kiter xpcaye pn bile org skeliling kiter cter pasal cinta sejati...
cm x msuk akal jer...
mase lepas spm, kiter ade knal sum1 ni...
boleh dikatekan cm bf gak r...
bf over the phone...hehe...
kiter xrase ape2 pn time knal dgn die...
cume die just wat kiter t'tunggu2 panggilan dier...
mase tu, enset pn xde lg...
gune tepon uma jela...
cmner kiter knal die ek..?
hmmm....time tu tgh seronok chatting...
ntah cmner bleh bagi plak no tepon uma kat dier....
chatting dgn org lain, xde plak nk bg no tepon...huhu..
time tu, xde frenster lg...ym pn xreti lg...
so...kitorg just calling2 jela...
die la yg slalu kol nyer...
kitorg siap tkr2 gmba tu...pos kat uma...
kelakar plak bile igt balik...
ade lg gmba tu kat dlm almari smpai skrg...kikikiki...
bile die kol, rase seronok plak...
die suke cerite mcm2 kat kiter...(^_^)
kiter pn suke sgt dgr cter dier...
After da bbrape lame calling2,br la kiter tau ssuatu...
die bukan org Islam rupenyer...
at least, die terus terang dgn kiter kan...
kiter xrase ape2 pn...kiter knl dgn dier...
calling2 dgn dier...
abis satu uma suma tau hubungan kiter dgn dier...
dr abg, mak, abah..suma tau...hak3...
diorang xcakap ape pun...
maybe diorg tau kot hubungan kitorg xkan sampai ke mana2...
hmm..pastu kiter masuk uitm jengka...
time tu still on lg dgn dier...name die...R_ y m _ _ D

tp kan..lepas g jengka, ade la plak ss'org yg wat ati kiter rase x tenteram...
sampai kiter t'pakse break up dgn bf-over-the-phone tu...huhu..
jahat ek kiter...
hmm..xpelah..
lgpun mmg kitorg xkan sampai ke mana2 pn...
mase tu br r rase sket2 mcm mane sbnarnyer perasaan suke kat ss'org...
tp since die diam jer, kiter pn diam jela...
tp maybe gak sbb kiter x bg ape2 hint kat dier kot...
ntah la..da xtau dah nk wat cmner lg...
first time kan ade org wat kiter rase b'debar2...
mane la reti suma2 ni...sori ek awak...:-p
tp kiter suke die..(^_^)
kiter suke care die...
byk gak kenangan kite ngan dier time tu...ahaks!
tp sampai la satu ketika,
kiter tau yg kiter da xbleh suke kat dier lg...sbb dier...
hmm...xleh share r cter ni...segan nk bgtau korg...hehe...
xpelah..bende da lame b'lalu kan...lupe kan jer...(^_^)

start dr ctu ler kiter blaja sket2 care nk minat org...
start dr ctu jugak la kiter mule pcaye wujud nyer cinta sejati antara llaki n perempuan...
ceh..poyo jer ayat...kui3...tp xpelah...da mmg xde jodoh...nk wat cmner kan...
redha jela...:-)
tp kan...kalo pk2 balik, mmg susah gak rase nk lepaskan dier...
tp terime jela...sementare perasaan kiter xkuat sgt pada dier...baik lepaskan jer...
xkan nk m'raung2 plak kan...hehe
salah kiter gak..sbb xbg respon bebaik...kui3...
tp kan, kalo la die tau yg kiter suke dier,btul ker dier suke kiter jugak...?
ke kiter je yg perasan time tu...?
ape2 pn, hnya Allah je yg tau....
bak kate Tajol, kalo mmg da xleh go on,
no hard feeling, baby...
life must go on...(^_^)
even lepastu, kadang2,
still rase sumthing lg biler t'tgk mate dier...
rse b'debar2 lg biler ade dkat dgn dier...
tp pandai2 la cover kan...kiter kan pelakon terbaikk..(^_-)

lepastu, my life pun go on cm biase...

best sgt ker ade bf..??

hmm..org ckp, best ade bf ni...btul ker..??
let's check it out!
agak2 la kan, ape facts yg best sgt pasal ade bf ni ek..?
kalo nk bgtau pun, kne r ade pengalaman sendri kan..
xkan nk tengok org jer, then main komen2 jer...mane bleh...
hujah kne r kukuh..hehe..
well..bg kiter la kan, xdela best mane pun ade bf ni..
kiter bukan ckp suke2 jerk...
ade byk facts yg korg kne tgk sbnarnye..
pada pndapat kiter la, as for a gurl,biler ade bf ni kan,
means ade org yg care pasal kiter..
means ade org yg sntiase jage kiter..
means ade org yg sntiase ambil berat pasal kiter..
dah mcm tu,kiter pn mule r jd more dependent...
ape2 sket, suma nk harapkan bf..
pdhal, sblm ni kiter bleh jer wat suma tu sendri...
xde bf pn bleh jer...
tp bile ade bf jer, suma jd x bleh wat sendri...
diri pn mule r jd ngade2...
nk manje2...
kuat merajuk...
mudah kecik ati...
mmg r suma tu pnting kalo nk wujudkan relationship yg happening...
tp kdg2 kiter rase bende2 tu yg wat kiter jd lemah...
mane bleh kan...
biler kiter lemah, mule r org pijak kepale...
tp sayang punyer pasal, xpela kne pijak pun...
ish..xkn la nk biar mcm tu plak kan...
so pndai2 la pk sndri...
mane yg baik tu, kekal kan la...
yg xbaik tu, cepat2 la tinggalkan...
anyway, good luck for u guys yg tgh build relationship dgn yg tersayang tu..(^_^)

aYat-AyAt CiNtA..

hmm...ayat-ayat cinta??
ape bende ni...?
cm best jer bunyi nyer..
ape yg best sgt pasal ayat2 cinta ni...??
xtau la ape yg best kan...
tp yg pasti, bab2 mengeluarkan ayat-ayat cinta ni,serah jela pada kaum Adam...
diorg ni mmg boleh dikatekan agak pakar n profesional bile time ckp pasal ayat2 cinta ni...
diorg ni mulut manis jer kalo time bercakap...
bab2 wat janji mmg terror betul lah...
suma yg diorg ckp suma nmpk benar belaka...
mcm xde tipu2 lgsung...
tp in realiti, xde la benar mane pun...
diorg sendri pun bkn igt sgt ape yg diorang pnah janji...
suma yg diorg pnah cakap...tibe2 jer bleh jd sejarah je suma tu..kui3..
time bercakap, x igt dunia...
ber-iye je muke...
mcm2 kuar dr mulut time wat janji s'mata2 nk yakin kan buah ati diorng...
kalo bleh, suma yg diorg ckp, diorg nk kaum hawa ni pcaye jer...
tp hakikatnyer, diorg ni xdelah pro mane dlm melaksanakan ape yg diorg lafazkan...huhu...
so..kepada kaum hawa,sentiase lah b'hati2 time berhadapan dgn kaum adam yg korg sayang...
jgn mudah sgt caye dgn ayat2 cinta yg ntah ape2 yg kuar dr mulut diorang tu...hehe
bukan la suma xleh caye...
tp yg bleh caye pn, maybe dlm 50% jer kot...
anyway,gOOD LuCk in ur relationship..(^_^)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

BeStnyerr....xLeH LuPE r tiMe Ni...(^_^)

korg, korg ade x sumthing yg korg xleh lupe smpai skrg...?
sumthing yg korg xleh lupe mase korg skola2 dlu..?
best sgt ek kalo igt smule...
time form 2 tu r...
time trip g langkawi...
byk nk cter ni...
tp xlarat nk taip suma..hehe..
but ade satu peristiwa penting ni...
peristiwa yg cume org2 bertuah je yg bleh dapat experience cmni...wakakakaka..
time tu kiter n member2 kiter nk g melawat kilang gamat n then g tmpat jual ukiran kristal...
org cakap, kat ctu bleh beli minyak gamat murah..6botol,rm10 kot...time tu ler..skrg ni xtau la plak...
mule2 g kilang gamat dlu..
pstu g kdai pameran kristal tu...
bas pun parking la kat luar kdai tu..
kiter n member2, adela dlam 6org kot..rase maaalas sangat nk turun...
setakat tgk kristal je kan...bukan ade duit pn nk beli...
lagpn da pnat r merayap satu ari ni...huhu..
pastu kitorg pun stay jela dlm bas tu...
tp xsampai bape mnit, dtg ler sorg bdk ni, sibuk dok bgtau, "wei,kat dlm tu ade jual aiskrim.nk bli x?"
mcm bdk2 je..tp mmg bdk2 kan time tu..br form 2..hehe...
apalagi,tekak pun mmg teringin nk mkn eskrim..turun ler suma...
da alang2 turun tu, tgk la kristal tu skali...
tgk punye tgk,jln2 kat dlm tu,br nk jln2 satu kdai tu,
ntah cmner tetibe je rase pening..cam nk jatuh...
nk pegang member,tgn xsampai lak..
pegang jela ape kat depan mate yg boleh dipegang kan...
tibe2 satu kdai tu dengar bunyi kristal pecah!!
makk!! tolong!!
harap2 suma ni satu mimpi jer! tolong!! tp x..kristal tu mmg pecah..
kiter yg pecahkan!! 2 plak tu..waa!! tidakk!! tolong makk!!
suma org tgh tgk kiter!! terus hilang rase pening tu..segar terus..
ape nk wat..ape nk wat..??
kiter diam jela..nk wat ape lg kan..tp dlm ati cume Allah je yg tu..jantung pun da b'debar gler ni...rase cam nk terkeluar jer..huhu..
then cikgu kiter yg ikut trip tu dgt la kat kiter yg tgh terkejut gler xtau nk wat ape tu...
cashier yg jage kdai kristal tu pun dtg gak tgk...
die xmarah...tp die mintak gnti la kan...ye r..
nsib baik la kristal yg pecah tu, kristal yg paling murah dalam kdai tu...
kalo xsilap,hrge die rm38 kot satu..
tp cashier tu kate,bleh bg half price sbb student lg kan...
tgn kiter da standby je nk kuarkan duit...dlm kepala,mcm2 dah pk..
"adui...xdpt la aku nk shopping bende lain pasni..."hak3...
pastu cikgu ckp,"cikgu bayar dulu,nnti awak bayar bile da blik joho nnti eh.."
angguk jela...da xtau nk kate ape lg dah...
ok gak tu kan...
tetibe je,dlm kalut2 nk bayar tu,
muncul la mat saleh yg lg td dok perhati je gelagat kitorang...
die pn dgn baik ati nyer g kat kaunter,then ckap,"How much is it? Let me pay for it.."
bia btul mamat ni..
cikgu kiter pn biar jer...kiter pn biar jela jugak...rezeki jgn ditolak...hehe
then die pn bayar kan kristal yg pecah tu untuk kiter..(^_^)
yela..bpe sen la sgt duit kristal tu bg die...duit die kan besar....
tp baik gak ek mat saleh tu...xknal,x ape, tbe2 nk bayar kan untuk org kan...
n org yg bertuah tu,kiter la..(^_^) hehe
kiter pun xtau nk ckp pe dah...
ckp jela.."tenkiu sir.." tp slowww sgt..mcm xkuar suare dah..xtau la mat saleh tu dgr ke x..huhu..
lpastu, tibe2 rase terKiLan sgt2 sbb trun dr bas td...n then..
my mata ni mmg da xleh handle lg dah...
kuar la air dgn laju nyer...
hahahahaha
nth ape2 ntah kiter ni ek...
bende mcm tu pun nk nangis....huhu
yela..sape x terkilan kan..
ni suma eskrim nyer pasal...
kalo xde jual eskrim kat ctu,
msti kiter xtrun dr bas..
mesti x terpegang kristal tu..
mesti kristal tu xpecah..
n mesti xjadi suma ni...
tp...
nnti xde kenangan plak dr langkawi kan..(^_*)
anyway,thanks to the ice cream n broken crystal...n kengkawan suma..(",)

mE, mYself, n UnForGettaBLe memorieS...

since ade byk sgt bende yg kiter rase nk share,

so kiter start from where we should start k..hehe..

hmm..

ade satu memori ni...

best sgt kalo ingat semule...

rase cm nk ulang jer suma...

time tu kiter form2...

dok ostel...

ade la trip g langkawi..after final kot time tu...

x igt dah...

dahle time nk pegi tu,xde baju nk pkai...nk bw gi sane lg...

biase la..pmpuan kan...bape byk pn bju kat dlm wardobe tu, still lg ckp "xde bju la nk pkai.."..

normal la tu..hak3..

time tu dok ostel..

terpakse la cari jalan cmner nk balik uma,nk g amik baju ni...

sbb mgg ni bkn mgg outing...so xleh r nk kuar sesuke ati...naye je kalo kantoi...huhu

then,dpat satu idea...jeng3...

plan ngan sorg member ni,ocid name die..hehe..die pn nk g amik bju gak..

g la dok siap2..pkai bju ostel yg kaler kuning tu...elok lg bju tu smpai skrg..(^_^)

tp malas nk pkai sbb cpat berkedut...kui3..

bebudak ostel yg lain sibuk r duk tnye, nk g mane..?

tawakal jela..."nk g hospital..demam r.." hak3...ntah bpe rmai r yg tnye time tu...ntah bpe org ler yg kne tipu dgn budak baik cm kitorg berdua ni..hahahahahahaha

pastu g r balik uma..naik bas...hehe..

smpai2 uma,ckp kat mak, "mak,org balik sejam je ni tau..nk ambik barang.."

kui3..mak pun geleng kepale jela...layan kan jela anak die yg sorg ni..huhu..

mmg btul2 blik sejam je time tu...amik2 brg...nsib bik sempat makan kat uma...(^_^)

pastu balik r hostel smule...

fuh...lega da amik bju...

br r semangat sket nk g langkawi..(^_*)

pdahal balik uma bkn amik bju ape sgt...

amik tshirt jer..

tu pun nk kecoh...

hahahaha..

RasE nK CtEr Sume Je Kat Korg..

Arini kire second DaY la kiter tulis blog ni...
rase cam nk jer cter suma kat korg...
nk bgtau suma skali kat korg2 suma...
tp xleh r...(HimiTsU==SECrET)..hehe...
tp kalo xcter, nnti KorG xtau plak...
hmmm...kter cter jela mane2 yg kiter bleh share eh..(",)

THiS iS jUsT thE beGinNinG...

Today is my FirSt Day OF cReATING a BLoG...
tHis my First topic..
but i STILL have No IdEa on wHAT to Write in My BLoG...
COz..
tHERE ARE TOO MANy ThinGs RUnninG In My HEAD rITE now...
i don't Know wHIcH One to WriTe IN tHE FIRSt pLAcE..
iF oNLY U gUYS knoW WHAT i'VE BeEn Through...
there Are tOO maNY ThInGs ThaT i WisH nOt TO hAPPEn...
I Wish ThaT i CouLd RemaiN mySELF at ONe ComFort Zone...
The Zone That I reAlly Wish NOT tO LeT go...
cOZ..
There ArE tOO Many ThingS ThAt I hAVE to hiDe n PuT aLWAYS UNdER COveR...
to keeP evErybody ArounD me SmiliNg And NOT to wOrRy AbouT me...
I Wish thaT I couLD WRite oUt All the Pain And HardShip in my Life...
SO THat i could ReALLy turN over A new Leaf...
so ThAt i CoULd ReAlly Start OVER a NEW epiSODE in My Life...
but..
I jusT REalize That Even I sTART EVErYThing, ALL Over AGAIn,
I will StilL nEVER hAVE the Power TO fORGget EveRyThinG...
eVErYthInG tHAt I've Been ThrougH...
sO..
wHATeVEr THAT i'll WrITE iN This Blog...
WhatevER ThAT i'LL wiLL sHARE with u guys...
is JUST oNE of tHE way for ME to FEeL a BIT relieved...
ThAnks FOR uR tiMe rEADING this BlOG...
aND tHANks fOR ConcERN..:-)

LAyAnnn.....
( ayumi )