LaST dATE..

pelik x korg bace tajuk entri kat atas tu?
kiter yg nak taip ni pon rase pelik..haha
ape2 pon, layanzzzz..

arini kiter nak share beberape benefit of having last date with ur "most beloved ex"..
antare benefit last date yg telah dikenalpasti adalah..:


[1] korg dgn ex korg dpt jadi kawan baik utk s'lame2 after last date tu...

[2] xde lg menaruh ape2 perasaan antara korg dgn ex korg..even after terjumpe balik pasni...or korg jumpe die hari2 A.K.A selalu...

[3] korg xkan ade lg perasaan jealous kalo tgk gmbo gmbo ex korg happy2 dgn kwn2 die or dgn bf/gf baru diorg...

[4] korg akan redha dan bleh menerima kenyataan bhwa KORG DGN DIE DA XKAN DPT BERSAME LG PASNI dgn emosi yg ceria + gumbire + excited(kikiki)

[5] xde lg rase benci dlm diri korg bile korg t'igt balik segale memori buruk A.K.A pahit time korg dgn ex korg hanyut dlm virus cinta dlu..ekekeke

[6] segale memori indah yg korg asik duk igt jer dlu tu suma akan jadi kenangan plg manis dlm idup korg...sbb korg akan rase suma tu mcm satu percutian paling best korg penah alami...cewahhh...hehe

[7] korg akan lebih berdikari after last date tu, sbb korg akan rase yg korg dah xkan harapkan ex korg lg pasni...

[8] korg akan lebih bersemangat utk lalui hidup baru tanpa ex korg...sbb dlu rase mcm ade jer komitment dgn ex korg yg korg susah sgt nak lepaskan...tp after last date, everything is over dude! it's time to cheer up again! =)

[9] korg akan belajar menyayangi ex korg mcm kawan biasa...ala...mcm korg sayang kat kawan2 korg yg len tu...kire skrg ni korg dah become fair la kat suma org...xde lg nak pilih2 kasih dah...ehehehehe

[10] korg akan rase lebih selamat dari melakukan dosa2 besar...ataupun dosa2 kecil yg bile korg kumpul2 akan jadi lg besar dr dosa besar...apebnde duk melalut plak ni...ehehe...tp bg yg couple2 tu, mesti phm nyer kan...uhuk!


akan tetapi!

suma benefit ni adalah bersyarat...
korg igt senang2 je ker nak dpt suma benefit ni kalo korg x ikut syarat2 mcm kat bawah ni....

SYARAT2 SEBELUM MENGHADIRI LAST DATE :


[1] korg kene bg "hadiah" kat ex korg..hadiah yg melambangkan korg ni appreciate ex korg tu...bukan lah last date korg bleh akhiri dgn maki hamun, tuduh menuduh, cari salah sape....no! no! no! kire last date ni hari pendamaian r....maksudnyer korg sendri kne ikhlas and kene pasang niat yg korg redha and btul2 ready utk last date tu....bukan men terjah jer tau..huhu

[2] berbalik pada "hadiah" td, bukan lah hadiah berbentuk SEKS! ops..sorry for being too transparent... yela.. couple2 ni, bukan leh cayer sgt...mentang2 sayang la kunun kan...pastu sanggup bergadai maruah segale bagai...just nak tunjuk yg korg sayang kat bf/gf korg tu! what the hell mcm tu?? pegi masuk hell ok! ops...sorry lg skali...i have always pray so that all my frens will go to heaven..not hell. pandai2 la pk ok..korg suma da besar.FULLSTOP!

[3] masih berbalik pada "hadiah" td, hadiah yg korg bleh bagi adalah...jeng3...
korg pnah x prepare sumthing yg konon2 nyer korg akan share dgn bf/gf korg biler korg dah kawen dgn diorg nnti...tp nak wat cmner kalo dah xde jodoh korg utk b'same kan..so...time ni la korg bleh bg bnde2 tu kat ex korg...bg ex korg ni haru sket..huhu

[4] in case kalo korg da bg hadiah tu kat ex korg, pastu die bleh plak ckp yg die xleh terime and xleh simpan hadiah tu, korg jgn plak men terjah or nak pkse2 die simpan gak...dah korg xde ape2 pun lepas last date tu...no forcing2 k! tp korg bleh cube tnye reason kenape die xleh simpan hadiah tu...and kalo ex korg tu jenis yg menghargai korg and ape yg korg wat, he/she will actually say "i terharu sgt dgn hadiah yg u bg ni..rase nak nanges..isk3" haa..ni tandanye yg ex korg reti gak appreciate ape yg korg wat utk die selame ni...xdela men blah mcm tu jer bile da jumpe yg len...so korg pun xdela rase cm useless sgt kan... bile ade org appreciate mcm tu, mesti akan hilang segale rase benci pada ex korg tu time gaduh2 or time awal2 break up dlu..huhu

[5] pendek citer, even for the last date, korg dgn ex korg kne saling menghargai sebenarnyer...=)



wokey la..that's all for today..tu jer nak share...
semoga korg suma have more fun in ur current or next relationship..
pk baik2 sket bile kiter ckp,"have more fun" tu..
have a blessing relationship is most important k!
don't let the devil to bring u down...
just bear in mind...
a blessed relationship will always last accordingly..insyallah..=)

the more i hate u, the more i miss you...

entri ape ni..???
boring giler plak...
xtau nk tulis ape dah...

emmmm...
2-3 ari ni duk melayan perasaan and duk berangan jek..
berangan pasal ape pn x tau la nk cakap cmner..

time exam pn xleh fokus..
ntah ape2 la..
cube r serius sket!

actually mcm nk ckp pasal sum1..
dah lame giler x citer pasal sum1 ni ek...
hahaha..

dulu punyer la duk cari "tips2 melupakan si dia"
abes gmbo2 suma kne delete(delete suma ker...?? :-p)
brg2 PENTING suma kne "quarantine" (nak buang xsampai ati..yerks!)
benci r..benci! benci! benci!
tp...makin benci, makin rase suke plak...
makin teringat
makin rase sayang plak..
ish! geli r nk sayang2 ni..ahaks!
cukup r sekali jek...
nnti hati tu kne ANIAYA lg..sape yg susah..??
sendiri gak yg susah...huhu

apesal la merepek pasal die ni di mlm yg indah ni...
baik duk plan for future ker..
ade gak faedah!

****>>>bile la tuan putera nk muncul utk selamatkan tuan puteri ni..hak3...
****>>>tgk tu! berangan lagi!

actually, i really MISSED OUR MOMENTS...:-/

I DON'T LOVE YOU

I DON'T LOVE YOU - MyChemicalRomance



When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

LeLaKi suma M-sized ker???

4:29pm

mlm ni nk balik uma..beshnyerrr(^_^)
nak bw balik ape yer..
hmmm..
biasenyer, mmg xde ape sgt nk bw balik pn..
tp..kalo belikan baju utk daddy, best gak ni..
daddy?? sugar daddy ker?? my abah laa..huhu
ni suma abang nyer pasal r..
dier yg gatal2 start panggil mummy and daddy..
so kiter just follow jer..hahaha
kesian kat daddy..asik pkai baju same jer...
bukannye reti nk beli baju baru..
kiter yg tgk pn, boring!! hahaha
so td after lunch bersame zinger burger, singgah beli baju utk daddy jap..
pilih punyer pilih, belek punyer belek,
byk la jugak baju yg agak cun utk daddy..
tp tgk2 saiz daddy suma abis!!
biar betul!!
xkan la suma llaki dlm dunia ni saiz M kot..huhu
suma yg kiter berkenan, suma da xde saiz M..
last2, amik jela saiz S pun..cm lebih kurang jek..
daddy,org belikan baju ni..
kalo xmuat, sori yek..
pass kat abang k..nnti org belikan yg lain..hihi
xsabar nk balik uma..(^_^)

tgn ni rase nk pegang tgn tu..(^_^)

17 july 08

recently, i felt like the "aura of happiness" has return back into my life...
i don know whether its real or not...
but, i'm certain that this "aura of happiness" will not remain...

however...
when i think about the past,
my hand just feel like wanna hold ur hand...
again...(^_^)
i just wish...
that u realiZe how HaPpY i was...
each time the long fingers of ur hand HOLD my "pendek2" fingers of my hand...(^_^)

AwaK Lupe ea..

Mr X...
byk lg plan yg kiter xsempat wat same2...
awak lupe ea yg awak pnah janji nk mkn eskrim same2,
kiter nk mkn sorg satu...
tp awak ckp,"kiter share jela..(^_^)"
smpai skrg kiter tunggu peluang tu...
even kiter tau pluang tu da xkn ade lg...:-(

then awak lupe yg kiter nk sgt share satu payung dgn awak...
even ssah sgt nk dpt pluang tu...
sbb kiter xslalu jumpe...
n sbb kalo nk pkai payung, kne r tunggu ujan turun dlu...
pdhal, setiap kali kiter jumpe, xpnah plak nk ujan...

xpelah kalo suma tu da xpenting untuk awak lg...
xkn kiter nk pakse2 plak...
hmmm...

[ sErOnOkNyE tIme KiTeR aDE AwAK..(^_^) ]

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kiter rase nk aje bgtau satu dunia ni yg kiter ade awak..(^_^)
time tu, kalo de je org tnye kiter, "da ade yg special ke?"
kiter senyum jer n ckp kat diorg, kiter ade awak...
best sgt rase mase tu..kiter bgtau mak kiter pasal awak...
kiter bgtau kawan2 ex-skola kiter pasal awak...
even kat pakcik kdai gunting rambut pn, kiter ade bgtau die yg kiter ade awak...(^_^)
dah tetibe pakcik tu tnye kan, kiter bgtau jela...hehe

time kiter ade awak...
best nyer time awak bgtau, "sy akan sentiase brade di sisi awak"
time tu, kiter pegang janji awak...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu support kiter xkire ape pn yg kiter lalui..
even awak jauh...
n even kite jarang dpt jumpe...
tp awak still support kiter...
sntiase bg semangat kat kiter...
sentiase guide kiter...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak share byk bnde dgn kiter...
n kiter nk sgt2 tau suma bnde pasal awak...
n kiter pn share suma bnde pasal diri kiter dgn awak...
time kiter ade awak...
awak selalu ade kat sisi kiter biler kiter mmg perlukn awak...
awak selalu wat kiter sentiase rase disayangi...
kiter rase best sgt...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak baikkk sgt dgn kiter...
awak xpnah marah kiter even kiter slalu wat awak marah...
awak slalu bersabar dgn kiter...
awak slalu layan jer perangai ngade2 kiter...
even kiter tau awak penat layan kiter...
awak xpnah b'kasar dgn kiter...
awak respect kiter...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak..
kiter slalu rase awak ade dekat dgn kiter...
even awak jauh dr kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu tgur kiter bebaik time kiter wat sumthing yg salah...
awak slalu tegur bile kiter lewat2 kan solat kiter...
awak slalu tegur kiter biler kiter suke mandi lewat malam...
awak kate nnti kiter sakit, awak yg risau...
awak selalu wat kiter rase selamat biler awak ade kat sisi kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
caring nyer awak kat kiter...
even kiter pn x caring kat awak mcm awak caring kat kiter...
awak slalu risau time lepaskan kiter lintas jalan sorg2...
n kiter plak, peduli ape kalo kne langgr pun...
sbb kiter tau...awak sntiase syg kiter..(^_^)

time kiter ade awak...
kiter slalu bayangkan diri kiter kat umah awak...
kiter slalu bayangkan diri kiter dgn mak n ayah awak...
dgn adik beradik awak...dgn sedare mare awak...
kiter slalu bygkan awak dgn mak ayah kiter...
dgn abg kiter...dgn sedare mare kiter...
time kiter ade awak...
awak slalu wat ati kiter cairrr dgn awak...hehehe
maybe awak xtau...
yela..xkn kiter nk tunjuk depan awak lak kan...
kne r cover depan awak..(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
awak selalu ajuk kiter cakap....setiap kali kiter ckp perkataan "kiter",
mesti awak akan ckp.."asyik kiter,kiter..ckp saye la.."
pastu awak senyum kat kiter...kiter cairr..(^_^)
tp lepastu, awak pn tiru ayat kiter...
kadang2 awak pn gune perkataan "kiter" biler ckp dgn kiter...
kiter mmg hepi sesangat time tu...(^_^)
time kiter ade awak...
mase tu kiter g mkn same2..
kiter dduk sblah awak...
lepastu awak tibe2 brenti makan...
awak tgk kite makan...
segan nyer kiterrrr...
tp kiter suke sgt time awak tgk kiter tu...(^_^)

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tp nape suma tu sementare jer..??

[ evEryThinG haS faLLen inTo pieCEs... ]

korg, kenape ek kegembiraan n kebahagiaan tu slalu bersifat sementare jer...??
kenape kenyataan tu mcm terlalu kejam untuk kiter terime...??
atau dier mmg bkn dicipta untuk kiter...??

xbleh ker kalo awak just stay by my side until forever..??
kenape awak mesti let go suma ni sbb perkare tu..??
btul ker xde jln lain untuk kiter...?? :-((
mase first time awak bgtau kiter pasal perkare tu,kiter sedih sangat2...
kiter xtau nk pk ape time tu...
tp kiter t'tnye2, awak da xsayang kiter lg ker...?
kiter ni xpenting ker dlm hidup awak...?
kiter bukan nk salah kan awak...
tp time tu kt mmg btul2 xleh trime awak ckp suma tu kat kiter...
time tu kiter rase suma impian n harapan kiter dgn awak btul2 hancur...
awak da btul2 wat kiter sayang sgt2 kat awak...
tp tetibe awak bgtau suma ni kat kiter...
mmg kiter xpnah byg kan pn yg kiter akan terpakse berhenti menyayangi awak...
kiter xpnah byg kan yg kiter terpakse berhenti pk pasal awak...
kiter xpnh byg kan yg kiter akan terpakse lepaskan awak mcm ni...
kiter slalu t'tnye2, awak ade x pk mcm yg kiter tgh pk skrg ni...??
kiter xpnah byg kan yg awak akan jadi milik org lain satu ari nnti...
boleh ker kiter sayang org lain mcm kiter sayang awak..??

mmg la btul ape yg awak wat tu...
btul la kot ape ape yg awak pk...
kiter hormati kputusan awak kalo mmg itu yg awak pk terbaik untuk suma org...

then, kiter start cube sdaye upaye lepaskan awak...
tp mase awal2,
xkire ape pn yg kiter wat, kiter slalu pk pasal awak...
kiter slalu harap kan awak lg...
even kiter kuar dgn kwn2 kiter,awak sentiase ade dlm ati kiter...
kiter xpnah lupekan awak...
n kiter tkut sgt2 kalo awak btul2 lupekan kiter...
kiter btul2 perlukan mase untuk hadapi suma ni...
kiter nk awak tau yg kiter btul2 syg kat awak............

pastu kiter dpt rase yg awak da mule b'ubah...
awak da mule lupekan kiter...
kiter request awak wish gudnite kat kiter every nite...tu jer...
tp bile da lame2, awak da mule lupekan kiter...
pastu byk lg bnde2 yg awak wat kiter rase makin xpenting dlm idup awak...
awak wat kiter rase n pk sumthing yg xpnah kt pk sblm ni...
awak ade org lain ker...??
die lg baik dr kiter ker...??
die lg sempurna dr kiter ker....??
kiter xnk pk suma tu...
tp awak yg wat kiter pk pasal suma2 tu...
reason yg awak bg kat kiter tu, alasan jer ker...??
ntahla...awak wat kiter rase macam awak tipu kiter...
suma yg awak pnah ckp kt kiter...
suma yg awak wat untuk kiter...
kiter xde niat pn nk pk mcm ni pasal awak...
tp reaksi awak yg pakse kiter pk mcm tu...
kiter xtau...kiter mintak maaf kalo kiter salah...sory sgt2..

kalo mmg btul kiter terpakse lepaskan awak,ok...
ari2 kiter doa supaye Allah kuatkan ati kiter spaya redha dgn suma ni...
kiter doa supaya Allah kuatkan semangat kiter hadapi suma ni...
even ade mase2 yg kiter xleh halang air mate kiter dr m'curah2 sbb rindu kat awak...
mmg xsangke btul awak la org yg ajar kiter nangis untuk s'org llaki...
penat tau nangis utk awak...:-(

smpai satu mase...
kiter cube sedaye upaye untuk lupekan awak...
kiter tgh biase kan diri tanpa awak...mcm da bleh sket2...
maybe la...
tp nape awak slalu wat kiter xleh nk lepaskan awak...
time kiter rase kiter cm da agk ready nk lepaskan awak,
time tu la awak mcm still bg harapan lg kat kiter...
time tu ler awak nk majuk ngan kiter...
time tu ler awak dtg kat kiter...
time tu ler awak nk share mcm2 dgn kiter...
ati kiter lemah sgt2 mase tu...
xkn kiter nk marah awak plak kan...
kiter syg awak...
even kiter tau awak dtg kali ni sekejap jer...
nnti awak pegi lg...tinggalkan kiter lg...
tp nk wat cmner...
my stupid heart ni xbg kiter marah kat awak...
hmm...:-(

cume yg paling susah skali,
kiter still xleh nk take u out from my heart...
maybe sbb awak first love kiter...
kiter da cube nk suke org lain...
kiter tgh cube buke ati kiter untuk org lain....
kalo mmg itu yg awak nk kiter wat...
tp kiter xleh nk tipu diorg yg dlm ati kiter still ade awak...
kiter x ready lg nk syg sesape wat mase ni...
kiter takut la...

hmm...tp kan...tobecntinue...(^_^)

msg dr awak..

>> cintailah kekasihmu dengan sederhana
>> kemungkinan suatu hari nnti dia akan menjadi org yang kamu benci
>> bencilah org yg kamu benci dgn sederhana
>> kemungkinan suatu hari nnti dia akan menjadi kekasihmu...

[ "Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W." ]

hAdiAh pErTAmE uNTUk AWAk..

First Time kiter beli hadiah untuk org yg kiter syg...
dalam kepale mmg xde idea pn nk bg ape kat Mr X...
hmm...bagi baju jela..(^_^)
hadiah pertame kan...
kiter pn bukan nyer tau sgt ape yg die suke...
tp kiter nk sgt tgk dier pkai ssuatu yg kiter bg...
kiter pun g ler shopping baju untuk dier...
mase tu g dgn sorg member ni...
mintak tlg dier komen sket2..hehe
pastu brader yg jage kdai tu tlg gak...
brader tu ler yg tolong rekemen saiz n pattern yg ssuai dgn selera guy skrg ni...
ikut jela..kiter bgtau je kaler ape yg kiter nk...
llaki msti lg tau kan ape yg diorg suke...
tp kiter pn b'kenan gak ler kt baju yg dier rekemen tu...
ape lg, bayr jela...(^_^)
*****tshirt kaler merah*****
tu ler hadiah pertame yg kiter bg pd Mr X...


Mr X ckp, dier suke sgt baju yg kiter bg tu...
kiter pn hepi sgt2 time bg baju tu kat dier...
siap dgn kad lg...patutnyer nk bg time bday dier...
tp sbb ade bbrape sbb yg xdapat dielakkan, terpakse la bg lewat sket..huhu
tp xpelah...asalkan Mr X suke..(^_^)
hmm...xsabar rase nk tgk Mr X pakai baju tu...:-p

The FiRsT LOvE BeGiNs...

setiap org mesti ade kisah cinta msg2 kan...
xkire r tu first love ker...second love ker...third love ker...
xkire r bpe byk kali pn korg fall in love with sum1 yg btul2 korg syg...
tp skrg ni kter rase nk share dgn korg suma about my first love...jeng3...
tp sblm tu kiter nk bgtau korg ssuatu..
kepada ssiape yg berada in the middle of love, hargailah org yg korg syg n org yg syg korg tu...
sbb korg maybe xkan jumpe lg org yg dapat sayang korg mcm yg korg rase skrg ni...
so..appreciate lah kekasih korg...
don take them for granted...
btulkan niat biler korg da btul2 suke kan sum1 tu...
jgn suke or knal sum1 setakat nk dier jd gf or bf korg...
korg suma da xmude lg...hahaha
no time for playing around k...
serious r sket dgn partner korg tu....
jgn memain kan perasaan diorg...
kalo korg rase bleh go on dgn sum1 tu,
ape lg...cepat2 r propose...bagi haru sket...kui3..
emm..ape kiter melalut ni...sori2...
and the story begins...
citer nyer cmni...

october 2006, 2 syawal...

actually kisah nyer start mase ari first raye...
tp time tu br start klu sket2 jer...
so..the real episode begin mase raye kedua...
maybe bg org lain, raye diorg cm biase jer...
tp bg kiter, raye tahun ni la yg paling mencabar skali...
korg jgn salah phm plak...
bukan nyer kiter kne msuk pertandingan kacau dodol ker..
pertndingan anyam ketupat ke..bukan2!! hehe
syawal tahun ni ade sum1 yg wat idup kiter x tenang...
n wat ati kiter x tenteram sgt2...wat ape pn suma serba xkena jer...
sampai kiter pn da xleh handle lg dah..
mlm syawal tu, kiter terpakse wat pengakuan berani mati kat seseorg yg da wat kiter x tentu arah bbrape menjak ni...
tp..kiter kan pempuan....
xkn la kiter yg nk kne start plak...
but..i really never feel this way before...
how dare u!!
hmm..tp berani kan jugak la ati tu kan...
tu pn lepas dapat bbrape ptunjuk yg watkan kiter yakin untuk terus terang...
kalo x, bile lg kan...xkn la nk terus t'tnye2 mcm ni...
ea awak! kalo suke, terus terang jela...
kalo x, jgn r wat kiter mcm ni lg...letih la layan awak...
every seconds make my heart bit very fast..waa!!!
yela kan..sape x berdebar kalo setiap mase ade je surprise yg kiter mmg xsangke...
sape x jtuh ati kalo tetibe ade org take care semacam kt kiter...
dahler kiter bkn jenis yg senang nk suke kat seseorg...kui3...
masalah nyer, nape la awak senyap jer...??
cube r ckp sumthing kat kiter...
igt senang ker nk idup mcm ni...
then bermule r pengakuan berani mati....
pengakuan yg btul2 mnguji keberanian kiter...
sepanjang ari kiter pk,nk ckp ker x ek...
tp berani kan jela ati ni...
tp xkn la nk main terkam jer kan...slow2 r ckp...
dan the ePisode of my first love bermule dgn msg ni...
kiter yg send msg ni kat dier aka Mr. X...

simple BYE make us CRY
simple JOKE make us LAUGH
simple CARE make us FALL IN LUV
simple TOUCH make us FEEL BETTER
but I hope my simple 'HI' make u 'SMILE'...=)

kiter simpan lg msg ni smpai skrg..(",)kenangan tu..hehe

tp mase kiter send msg ni pd Mr. X, die xpaham pn...
tp xtau la kalo die wat2 xpaham kan time tu...
tp lpas kiter explain sket2,
Mr. X pn bg respon baikkkk kat kiter..(^_^)
mase tu best saangaaaat rase...(^_^)rase terbayar segale rase yg kiter tanggung selame ni...
tp time tu kiter marah kat Mr X..
sbb dier x trus terang dgn kiter awal2...
then dier pn explain r reason2 yg agk munasabah n bleh diterime dek akal...
kiter dgr jela kan...
tp suma tu da xpenting kan...
yg penting, its very clear that dier mmg suker kiter...
n dier dah tau yg kiter pn suke dier gak..(^_^)
then mule r msg2 mlm tu...
rase cam xnk tdo jer..
nk jer msg smpai subuh...kui3...(^_^)