bile korg boring, wat la sumthing yg korg x pnah wat..

dlm byk2 hari dlm life korg ni kan,
pnah x korg rase mcm ade satu hari tu yg korg dah xde "feel" kat ape2 yg berlaku kat sekeliling korg..
or korg ade any particular feel,
tp feel tu x match langsung dgn situasi kat depan mate korg skrg..

OK la, for example,
korg rindu kat GF/BF korg,
tp dlm fikiran korg ade ramai scandal2 korg..
lg satu cuntuh,
korg belanje org len makan,
diorg happy bukan main la sbb dpt mkn free kan..
tp korg sekadar wat2 happy depan member2 korg tu..
sebabnyer, kenyataan nyer,
korg xrase happy pon sebenarnyer..
ade sumthing dlm kepale otak korg yg korg fikir..
tapi korg sendiri xpasti apakah yg korg fikirkan tu..
pnah x korg rase mcm tu?
or korg rase cam ade feel,
tp sbnarnyer feel tu x wujud.. *dah mule merepek dah ni...

secare kesimplulan nyer,
korg rase empty sebenarnyer..
even kat sekeliling korg tu hingar bingar , bising giler mcm nak giler dah..
apesal kiter slalu rase mcm tu yer..
bukan selalu..
sejak akhir2 ni jer..
nape yer..

adakah kerana faktor persekitaran yg semakin berubah skrg ni..??
adakah kerana faktor usia yg semakin m'muda kan diri..??
adakah kerana seseorang.. atau ber-org2..??
adakah kerana faktor pertumbuhan org2 di sekeliling..??

sometimes..
kalo kt tgh boring, or feeling xbesh mcm ni,
my mind always keep telling me to do something u never done before..
do something NEW!!
sounds interesting..
but what to do arr..??

korg pnah x cabar diri korg utk wat sesuatu yg korg xpnah wat..
something yg korg rase susah nak wat..
and korg xkan wat seumur idup korg..
ohh..apakah..??

as far as i can remember,
i've done a few NEW things I've never expect to do in my life..
but today might be the best thing kot..

first of all..
this story is more like a daring secret confession..
AND THIS TRUE STORY WILL ONLY BECOME INTERESTING IF THE MAIN ACTOR IS A GIRL..ONLY..
SBB GUYS XHERAN KOT KALO DEPA BIASA WAT MCM NI..
WELL..u know GUYS.."crocodile the player"..hahaha
but for those who know the actors & actresses,
please do not take this seriously..
otherwise my heart will got peeled up..haha

alkisahnyer..
korg suka tgk sum1 kat tempat yg korg slalu pergi..
then korg xpnah pon duk borak dgn that sum1..
tp korg slalu tgk dier borak and gelak2 dgn kawan2 korg..*jelesh-esh x..haha
pastu korg duk pk ler camner nak cari peluang utk borak dgn sum1 tu..
plus, korg tu xreti pon nak borak2 ni..*sadis giler..uhuk2..
somehow, korg managed to get that sum1 contact number..
one day, korg berani kan diri contact that sum1..
then korg start to be friend with that sum1..
even not very open..
but u guys are secretly friend skrg ni..*why have to be secretly, me no IDEA..



OK la..
to cut the story short,
korg makan pizZZA dgn kawan2 korg..
dah mkn, x abis plak..
pastu dgn baikk hati tibe2 korg teringat nak bg sket kat that sum1..
actually ade lg beberape list name utk korg distribute the extra piZzas yg x habis tu..
tapi korg nak jugak that sum1 to be listed in the name list..ececece
so korg pun spare la 1 piece of the pizZA for that sum1..
niat dihati, nak bg sendiri..
but biler korg pergi kat tempat yg ade possibility to meet that sum1,
korg xjumpe plak that sum1 tu..
aik? pelik bin ajaib sungguh..
mane pulak that sum1 ni..
biase ader jer..
then korg dgn tanpa feeling nyer,
duk msg that sum1, "anda dimana yer..? sy nak wat delivery ni.."
agak pelik sedikit disitu bunyi nyer..tp ade aku kesah..?
pastu that sum1 x pulak reply..
sampai korg pon dah start wat keje korg semula..
and korg dah siap terlupa yg korg tgh tggu that sum1 reply msg korg..
after half an hour,
suddenly that sum1 dtg kat korg, tarik kerusi n dduk MENGHAMPIRI, MANGHADAP korg..*ceh,mcm KING plak bunyiknyer..
oh tidakkkkk..why suddenly..
screening test segera dijalankan..
jantung korg xde plak b'debar2..
cume korg rase sedikit tidak tentu arah..
that sum1 duk ckp,
"ade ape? nak wat delivery ape td" *mcm tu la lebih kurang kot..haha
emm..cover beb..cover..
first time kot terjadi peristiwa mcm ni dlm idup korg..hihihi
so-called dream come true..hak3..
korg dgn muke selambe..tp tersengih2 kot..
duk capai kotak pizza..
then kuarkan that 1 piece pizza..
trus bg kat that sum1..
for girls..if situation ni t'jadi kat korg,
mmg super duper SWEET kot....i loike!
but for a guy, xtau la ape diorg rase..
jgn sampai die fikir korg tu perasan t'lebih udah!
but that sum1 accept the pizza nicely..and say thanks with smile!
screening process dijalankan lagi skali..
nasib baik korg masih mampu bernafas dgn tenang..
korg nyer heart beat pon masih stabil kot..haha
even moment tu sekejap jer,
korg akan still akan rase macam..
"OMG..is this real??"
am I doing this for real..??
is this really happened??
bak kate org French..V-O-I-L-A! (sebut jek cam walla~)
heppy beb..elelelele
even that sum1 tu just a F.R.I.E.N.D..
tapi a FRIEND yg korg suke tgk..haha





current mode : feel so EMPTY..