sayer nanges arini

arini banyak keje kat ofis..
sampai sayer nanges sorang2 kat cubic tadi..
tapi bukan pasal keje..
pasal blog ni..ekekekeke

korang bace la..confirm nanges jugak..haha

ohh..boringnyerrrrr

*semalam..

balik2 uma,
xde sape pon kat uma..
eh ade la..
sorg tgh tido..
lg sorg tgh sibuk duk pack brg..nak blik kg..

so tinggal la 2 org jer dlm uma tu..
tido..bgun2 jer,
lg sorg tu plak nak g segamat..
ade member b'tunang..
so tinggal la sorg2..
what?!
sorg2?!
tibe2 t'igt citer Home Alone..
dah lme xtgk citer tu..
dulu2..mase mude2..
asal time Krismas jer,
mesti tgk Home Alone..kan..kan..??

ni pagi2..duk bukak TV..
tgk2, kuar ni..


xtau cmner bole nak snap plak gmba ni


sanggup g korek kuar kamera tu..huhu

uish..udah ler borink..
kuar plak si purple with 3 fingers ni..
uish..fobia..fobia..haha

then disebabkan terlalu borink..
maka terhasil lah sesusatu seperti di bawah...




sah mmg serious borink..

dah pandai dah...

smlm g watson..
xde niat pon nak beli ape2..
pastu mata duk t'nmpk..eh bukan t'nampak...
mata mmg mencari eye liner..
cari2..jumpe la yg mcm cik iQa duk promote..
then duk pegang2 compact powder plak..
SERIOUSly sblm ni xpnah ade niat pon nak pegang or beli bnde2 ni suma...
pnah terlintas nak beli..
tapi..biler fikir pasal..
lip stick+gloss elianto yg dah hilang entah ke mane..
mascara silky girl yg pakai xsampai 5kali sbb mmg xreti pkai..
pencuci muke Olay yg pkai xsampai seminggu, pastu bg kat member..
and ape ntah lg yg pnah dibeli pstu dah jd bahan arkib skrg ni.haha

tiap kali nak beli yg baru,
terus terfikir."pakai ker idak nnti ni.."
kang suma jd bhn arkib jer..
x ker membazir tu namenyer..
xtaula apesal diri ni reti beli jer..
tp x berdisiplin langsung time nak pakai..

tp setelah b'fikir dan melakukan tawaf di dalam watson selame 40minit kot..
amik jela eye liner tuh..
and compact powder?
nnti dulu kot..
kulit tgh kering skrg ni..*br sedar smlm lepas raba2 pipi sendiri..
maybe ofis sejuk sgt kot..
so survey moisturizer plak..
ceh..pandai dah..
tgk2 kat bhgn moisturizer tu,
br tau pelembab tu ber asaskan aper..
ade yg based on lidah buaya..
ade yg based on susu kambing..
owh..igtkan same jer..

even td pon,
time duk survey compact powder,
men sapu jek kaler ape2 pon..
nmpk cam samer jer kaler "cream" dier..
rupenyer lain2 lar...

ceh..kalo dulu reti beli lip balm jer...
palaing rajin pon,
beli lipstik..
tu pun pkai skali sekala..



sekarang dah ade moisturizer..
dah ade eye liner + eye shadow..
hehehe



Selamat ber-MakeUp.. :)

*cantik giler arr hang lepas ni..wakakakka

maaf..sorRy..GomenaSai..

awak..
sayer mintak maaf ats ape yg berlaku hari ni and semalam..
sayer rase we need a break..
not a break up..yet..
just a break..

not really in MooD today..
feel like wanna take half day...
*eleh, malas nak keje tu, ngaku jela..haha

bile korg boring, wat la sumthing yg korg x pnah wat..

dlm byk2 hari dlm life korg ni kan,
pnah x korg rase mcm ade satu hari tu yg korg dah xde "feel" kat ape2 yg berlaku kat sekeliling korg..
or korg ade any particular feel,
tp feel tu x match langsung dgn situasi kat depan mate korg skrg..

OK la, for example,
korg rindu kat GF/BF korg,
tp dlm fikiran korg ade ramai scandal2 korg..
lg satu cuntuh,
korg belanje org len makan,
diorg happy bukan main la sbb dpt mkn free kan..
tp korg sekadar wat2 happy depan member2 korg tu..
sebabnyer, kenyataan nyer,
korg xrase happy pon sebenarnyer..
ade sumthing dlm kepale otak korg yg korg fikir..
tapi korg sendiri xpasti apakah yg korg fikirkan tu..
pnah x korg rase mcm tu?
or korg rase cam ade feel,
tp sbnarnyer feel tu x wujud.. *dah mule merepek dah ni...

secare kesimplulan nyer,
korg rase empty sebenarnyer..
even kat sekeliling korg tu hingar bingar , bising giler mcm nak giler dah..
apesal kiter slalu rase mcm tu yer..
bukan selalu..
sejak akhir2 ni jer..
nape yer..

adakah kerana faktor persekitaran yg semakin berubah skrg ni..??
adakah kerana faktor usia yg semakin m'muda kan diri..??
adakah kerana seseorang.. atau ber-org2..??
adakah kerana faktor pertumbuhan org2 di sekeliling..??

sometimes..
kalo kt tgh boring, or feeling xbesh mcm ni,
my mind always keep telling me to do something u never done before..
do something NEW!!
sounds interesting..
but what to do arr..??

korg pnah x cabar diri korg utk wat sesuatu yg korg xpnah wat..
something yg korg rase susah nak wat..
and korg xkan wat seumur idup korg..
ohh..apakah..??

as far as i can remember,
i've done a few NEW things I've never expect to do in my life..
but today might be the best thing kot..

first of all..
this story is more like a daring secret confession..
AND THIS TRUE STORY WILL ONLY BECOME INTERESTING IF THE MAIN ACTOR IS A GIRL..ONLY..
SBB GUYS XHERAN KOT KALO DEPA BIASA WAT MCM NI..
WELL..u know GUYS.."crocodile the player"..hahaha
but for those who know the actors & actresses,
please do not take this seriously..
otherwise my heart will got peeled up..haha

alkisahnyer..
korg suka tgk sum1 kat tempat yg korg slalu pergi..
then korg xpnah pon duk borak dgn that sum1..
tp korg slalu tgk dier borak and gelak2 dgn kawan2 korg..*jelesh-esh x..haha
pastu korg duk pk ler camner nak cari peluang utk borak dgn sum1 tu..
plus, korg tu xreti pon nak borak2 ni..*sadis giler..uhuk2..
somehow, korg managed to get that sum1 contact number..
one day, korg berani kan diri contact that sum1..
then korg start to be friend with that sum1..
even not very open..
but u guys are secretly friend skrg ni..*why have to be secretly, me no IDEA..



OK la..
to cut the story short,
korg makan pizZZA dgn kawan2 korg..
dah mkn, x abis plak..
pastu dgn baikk hati tibe2 korg teringat nak bg sket kat that sum1..
actually ade lg beberape list name utk korg distribute the extra piZzas yg x habis tu..
tapi korg nak jugak that sum1 to be listed in the name list..ececece
so korg pun spare la 1 piece of the pizZA for that sum1..
niat dihati, nak bg sendiri..
but biler korg pergi kat tempat yg ade possibility to meet that sum1,
korg xjumpe plak that sum1 tu..
aik? pelik bin ajaib sungguh..
mane pulak that sum1 ni..
biase ader jer..
then korg dgn tanpa feeling nyer,
duk msg that sum1, "anda dimana yer..? sy nak wat delivery ni.."
agak pelik sedikit disitu bunyi nyer..tp ade aku kesah..?
pastu that sum1 x pulak reply..
sampai korg pon dah start wat keje korg semula..
and korg dah siap terlupa yg korg tgh tggu that sum1 reply msg korg..
after half an hour,
suddenly that sum1 dtg kat korg, tarik kerusi n dduk MENGHAMPIRI, MANGHADAP korg..*ceh,mcm KING plak bunyiknyer..
oh tidakkkkk..why suddenly..
screening test segera dijalankan..
jantung korg xde plak b'debar2..
cume korg rase sedikit tidak tentu arah..
that sum1 duk ckp,
"ade ape? nak wat delivery ape td" *mcm tu la lebih kurang kot..haha
emm..cover beb..cover..
first time kot terjadi peristiwa mcm ni dlm idup korg..hihihi
so-called dream come true..hak3..
korg dgn muke selambe..tp tersengih2 kot..
duk capai kotak pizza..
then kuarkan that 1 piece pizza..
trus bg kat that sum1..
for girls..if situation ni t'jadi kat korg,
mmg super duper SWEET kot....i loike!
but for a guy, xtau la ape diorg rase..
jgn sampai die fikir korg tu perasan t'lebih udah!
but that sum1 accept the pizza nicely..and say thanks with smile!
screening process dijalankan lagi skali..
nasib baik korg masih mampu bernafas dgn tenang..
korg nyer heart beat pon masih stabil kot..haha
even moment tu sekejap jer,
korg akan still akan rase macam..
"OMG..is this real??"
am I doing this for real..??
is this really happened??
bak kate org French..V-O-I-L-A! (sebut jek cam walla~)
heppy beb..elelelele
even that sum1 tu just a F.R.I.E.N.D..
tapi a FRIEND yg korg suke tgk..haha





current mode : feel so EMPTY..

awak, ade ubat gigi kat pipi!

alkisahnyer...
ade la 2 org budak perempuan ni..
jeng3..
kiter ngan sorg housemate ni..hehe
pagi semalam br smpai dr kelantan..
then amik ler cuti satu ari untuk merehatkan diri dan minda dengan cara tido sampai tengahari..
kikikikikiki..
pastu bgun time tgahari tu,
pi la duk rendam baju dulu..
eh gosok gigi dlu..
pastu rendam baju..
and x pi mandi lg..
pastu g turun bawah..
kunun2 nyer nak pi tapau makanan kat bawah..
pastu masuk ler kedai, pilih2 lauk..
pilih2 lagi..
sampai at last, ade la sekor ikan dlm polisterin tu..
bersame dgn 4 jenis sayur kot..
byk x..byk x..
hahhaa

after bayar, masuk satu kedai runcit ni plak..
kunun2 nyer nak g beli ayor..
duk tilik2 peti ais, amik ler soya berperisa ros dr peti ais tu..
then g bayar kat kaunter..
pastu ader la sorg mamat ni..
budak bawah umo kot..
dier tgh duk tilik kertas potostat dier..
pastu tetibe duk tegor,
"awak, ade ubat gigi kat pipi"
hah?! ko bia betol..
even time tu wat muke selamber giler..
tp dlm hati mmg dah bengang giler..
nasib baik xgiler..haha

yela..
mmg la br pas gosok gigi td..
kot iyer pon br bgn tidoq,
xkan nak kantoi ngan budak xckup umo ni plak kan..
mmg bengang ar..
tp nak cover malu,
try la gak duk raba2 pipi yg kunun2 nyer di dakwa ade ubat gigi tu..
pastu budak tu ckp lg,
"okey2..da xde da.."
muke die plak selamber jerk..
lg ler ceq rase bengang..
dlm ati duk pk gak,
btul ker sbnarnyer ade ubat gigi kat pipi aku ni?
then b4 bayar tu, duk jeling2 gak kertas potostat budak tu..
buleh plak die perasan,
"eh x malu eh tgk org punyer..??"
hek elehhh mamat ni..
ko pehal..
dahler bengangkan aku td..
ni nak perasan plak apesal..
aku tibai skali br tau..hahaha
then kiter tnye kawan kiter tu,
btul ker ade ubat gigi kat pipi kiter td..?
die ckp, "xdelah..die main2 jer tu.."
makhluk mcm tu pun ade eh kat dunia ni..??!!
fenin kepale nak layan..huhu

whatever la..
nasib baik die main2 jer..
tp kalo btul2 ade ubat gigi kat pipi tu..??
ohh..xdapat sayer bayangkan mane nak sorok muke ini..
hopefully die main2 sajo..

pastu kami pun naik semule ke rumah untuk menikmati hidangan tengahari yg x seberape itu..
x seberape kah?
hanya tuhan yg tahu..hihi

kenape sy suke long distance relationship

kenapa sy suka long distance relationship?

korg mesti x suke long distance relationship kan?
yela..nak jumpe susah..
nak dating susah..
nak makan same2 susah..
nak tgk muke susah..
nak celebrate bday same2 lg ar susah..
baik xyah couple kan kalo suma susah..
tapi i loike long distance relationship..
like berry much!

why?
ade byk sbb yg nak di listkan..
tp boleh share yg penting2 jela..
hehe

sape ckp susah nak jumpe for a long distance relationship??
memang la susah..
sbb tu la sy sukee..hak3..
bagus aper susah nak jumpe ni...
xyah tgk muke2 ari2...
xdela borink nnti..
utk pengetahuan korg suma, sy adalah sejenis makhluk yg x boleh nak ngadap muke seseorg dalam tempoh mase yg agak lame..BORINK!
haha

bile dah jauh ni,
of cos la susah nak jumpe..
then of cos la akan susah nak pegang2..
kan dapat jimatkan pahala sket..
xdela asik wat dosa jer..
what? nak ckp sy jahat n gatal ker sbb ckp pasal pegang2 ni..
eleh..mcm la korg x pegang2..
korg pandang2 je eh bf/gf korg tu..??
xbaik menipu tau..haaa

kalo dekat, mesti korg xleh control diri korg..
mesti nak pegang2..
nak hug2..
nak kish2..
WTH..waddepakk..(*sapela yg ajar ni..)
macam ari esok dah xde utk korg wat dosa yg same ari2..
ceh!

pastu kalo jauh ni,
suma bende korg akan rase special..
dapat g dating skali pun, mak ai..beshnyer rase..
yela..dah susah nak jumpe kan...
mmg heaven la dapat pi dating tu..
dating tau..bukan g wat dosa..ececece..




p/s :
actually jeles hokey tgk org len jerk dpt dating ari2..
tiap2 mgg dpt jumpe..
dpt gi tgk wayang same2..
dpt makan same2..
dapat g picnic same2..
dapat g shopink same2..
dapat wat itu ini same2...
pastu plg jeles, time korg duk hapdet kat fesbuk plak tu..
mcm die sorg br blik dating!
sayangggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*kritikal dah ni..haha

setahun sudah hampir berlalu..

diam xdiam..
dah nak setahun dah abis belajar..
br jer rase tahun lepas duk dlm lab..
belajar wat test case dgn miss laila dr HP tu..
pastu g training ASP.net..
g interviu sane sini..
last2 terkandas kat SCOPE..

sedar2, umo pun da semakin meningkat remaja ni..haha
wake up gurl! da nk msuk 25 da.. hang tau dak??
25? ade aku kesah?
mmg la hang xkesah..tp mak hang tu yg kesah..kikikiki

rase mcm membazir plak setahun ni mcm tu jer..
tahun depan xleh bazir mcm ni lagi..
kne stat plan bebaik ni..
emmm..
kne prepare azam la nmpknyer...
azam 2011..

ari pon da nk masuk maghrib ni..
kalo duk sembang sorg2 depan PC ni, mmg smpai ker subuh la jawab nyer..
better gi mayang dlu..
ops..mndi dlu lar..

k..till next time..daa =)

entri utk awk

awak..
sy ade masalah..
x...bukan sy..
sy rase kt b'2 ade masalah..
awak sedar x kt da jarang communicate skrg ni..
sy rase awak mcm makin jauh dr sy..
cmner nak kawen kalo sy dah stat rase cmni ni..
so better awk fix keadaan ni cepat2..
sblm sy ter jatuh sayang kat org len..
haha

xdela..sy gurau jer..
sy rs sy sayang awak..
sayang sgt..
tp awak jgn la bz sgt..
mmg la kt jauh..
tp awak tu bz sgt la..
sy tkut kalo sy terpasang scandal...
please..ambik berat pasal sy..
sy bukan nak takutkan awak..
tp sy ni mmg senang suke kat org len yg caring kat sy..
so bole x awk tolong make sure yg awk lbih caring kat sy drpd org len..

kalau awk kire,
da bape kali sy mintak divorce drpd awak ek..
first time, awak ckp sy merepek..
2nd time, sy x igt awk ckp per..
tp awk pujuk sy...sy suke!! hehe
3rd time, awk wat xtau je!
gerom siot sy...
tp sy suke awk mcm tu...
sbb kalo kt btul2 kawen, then kt confirm xkan divorce punyer..
sbb awk sabar dgn sy..
hehehehhehe

sbnarnyer, sy tulis entry ni..
sbb kadang2 sy xpecaye sy syg awk..
tp nak wat cmner..
dah awk sorg jer yg syg sy..
scandal2 sy bukan nyer syg sy pon..haha
sorry awak..sy gurau lg.. =)

awk..bila nak turun shah alam..
sy rindu..xtipu.. =(

kalo awk dtg, dont forget my cornetto n roses yar ;-p

entry after uvt...

i dont know why..
i've always found myself in this kind of dilemma..
suddenly this phrase came across my mind..

when u r alone, all that u see are happy couples..
but when u r committed, all that u see are how happy u were when u was single...
-copied from blog MrK-


is it true..???
or its just a kind of human greedy feelings..??
never feel satisfied when u got something in hands..
always go to get more...
then keep looking for something better than others!
not even for own satisfaction..
just to satisfy others..
or make other party jealous..??
mmmm.....

whatever..

hypocrite!

ps : are u in this group?
me? totally not!...hehe