g maRRyBrOwn..hehe

24 july 08 [thu]

arini patutnyer ade practice chess...
either kat psat sukan...or kt foyer ftmsk cm aritu...
tp xtau ler nape...
xde mood lak...
padahal bukan nyer bz sgt pun...
but, maybe byk sgt bende nk kene process dlm kepale ni kot...
hmm...bende2 yg xpenting...
tp xleh plak kalo nk ignore jer...
sakit jiwa raga kang...huhu

so...
cancel la practice utk mlm tu...
serba salah satu hal...
lg satu hal, segan pun ader...kui3..
tp satu hal lg,
sejak 2menjak ni,
sum1 seems revolving back into my world...
wargh!!!
tp biler b'depan dgn dier,
xde plak rase nk push him out of my life...
rase rela jer...xde sape2 pun pakse...
even diri sndri tau tu suma cume impermanent jer...
tp biar jer...
mmg btul2 tempah kanser ni...
huhu...

xtau ler ape lak jd lepas ni...hmm...

eh..terpesong lak dr tjuk asal...
biler da xjd g practice mlm tu,
bleh plak g marrybrown ngan my besfren...
sajer nk rase mi udang dier...kikikiki...
xdela sedap mane pun...
biase jer...
dahler mahal..
tp nk rase nyer pasal...mkn jela...
huhu...

balik tu, stil rase serba salah lg sbb xg practice chess...
tp biler msg, xreply lak...
marah kiter ker..???
maybe la kot....hmm...
sorrY....

balik tu, bleh plak ade org say sumthing yg scary....
it really scared me..!!!
camner la nk stay away dr bdk ni ekk....
help2!!!