miss this place...

12 rabiulawal...i used to be in this place...every years..during my high school moment...



i miss this place really very much...
being there with my frenz...
celebrating the big day of our prophet..Nabi Muhammad S.A.W...

jennifer's body

jennifer's body...
what is it so "best" about jennifer's body that driving me to write about it here??
well..
jennifer's body is actually just a paranormal story...i thought...
which turn human into such an evil creature...
but it's not devil...
it's just zombie...
zombie that eat human...
they suck human bloods..
to stay alive and look fresh...

jennifer's body was actually not good for my eyes to watch it...
coz they have lots of forbidden actions and scene as the movie rolls...
but after watching it, i found that jennifer's body is such a very good story...
the flow of the story is fascinating(fascinating tu ape ek...ekekeke)
and the most significant part that i would like to share about jennifer's body is..
this story reminded us that our lives would change fast,
without our notification...
no signs...no warning...
in a night, everything could turn into something bad if we don't really get prepared...
that's what we called "fate"..
or in malay, "takdir"...
since childhood, i was taught about "takdir"...
even for some episodes in my life,
i cannot accept the "takdir"...
maybe coz i'm not fully convince that i always have "Him"...
help me!!!
i would never want to go astray(astray ni apebnde plak..)
but this life is so difficult to predict...
i just hope that i will always be in "His" guardian..
through the right path...

i know i cannot watch anything like jennifer's body...
but the evil spirit inside me seems got to bring me down...

ya Allah..
susahnye nak jadi baik...senangnye nak jadi jahat...
sy slalu doa supaya Allah selamatkan umat nabi muhammad di akhir zaman ni...
and selamatkan kami semua dari api neraka...
but that were just only hope in theory...
practically, everybody has their own lifestyle...
their own practice...
how can we change and save everybody??????

FIRST REAL INTERVIEW

20 FEB 2010

today is my first real interview since i finished my asp.net training in subang jaya...
the interview took place in mid valley city...
at northpoint...
i went there with a fren...
the interview started at around 840am..
it was a very tough interview, i though..
as the interview begin,
the interviewer ask me to tell about myself..
he would like to hear everything about me that can prove that i really REALLY like programming...
he expect me to be an expert in programming...
he said,"if u are good, we will really reward you, BUT if not, then i will ask you to leave this company.."

who the heck is he nak halau2 aku...
i don't even start to work for him yet..
he even question about my last education institution credibility in teaching the student to become a real good employee...
he even condemned....!!!
i felt so..sde#$@!hgfh#$@!

once again, who the hell is he to condemn as he please??!!

is he good enough to say whatever he wanted??!!

i'm still thinking, if i was hired,
will i be able to work with sum1 like that??!!
someone who only does know how to condemn people as the way he please!
emmm...